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【 "I love you" from afar, as filthy a creature you are!  】

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MURDER?

what could possibly cause someone to end another man's life? could it be money? jealousy? human beings are so selfish and I never understood why, how can one be so cruel? this is simply just how life works, you can't control what other people do, you just have to live with the consequences of their actions. 

panic filled the room today, the air felt thick, almost as if it was choking us, no one was expecting this. Mark was pacing along the hospital halls he stopped right in front of the room donghyuck was said to be in "really, this really cannot be happing right now, this has to be some time of nightmare" he just couldn't accept it, the fact that one of his closest friends could be on his death bed right now. standing in front of the door marks eyes shifted to the metal tag on the door, as it read room 204. I couldn't stand seeing him like that- so anxious and worried, I turned my head to face Renjun, as his soft brown eyes looked into mine I couldn't help but feel slightly comforted. I could almost sense my eyes starting to burn just the simple thought of donghyuck not making it out of the hospital tonight terrifies me and I couldn't help but start to tear up. 

it must've been clear that I was about to cry because Renjun took my hand and told me something I needed to hear "he's going to be okay jisunie, just wait." you could hear the pain in his voice, however, I couldn't just give myself false hope, it was renjuns job as the oldest to comfort us. "how do you know? we haven't gotten any updates in hours, for all I know he could be dead right now." I probably shouldn't have snapped like that, everyone's going through hell right now and I'm being a dick. "jisung, could you stop being so fucking immature for once?? you're not the only one grieving right now." chenle shouted seemingly out of nowhere, he looked livid as if I really pissed him off this time. 

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"24 hours ago everything was fine. we were watching a movie together... I think it was.. the fault in our stars? yeah. hyung always loved stars, anything to do with astrology in fact. I admired the way his eyes lit up whenever he talked about something he was passionate about, the look of pure joy on his face could light up the whole room. that's why we loved him, he was the only one that could bring us together." there was a long pause between Mark's words he was just staring at the ground blankly like he was lost. "i- um I have to go get some fresh air.."  

 "do you guys think that maybe.. it wasn't a suicide..?"  jeno murmured " stop being ridiculous, I know you're in shock right now but it couldn't have been a murder knowing that he was already.. ill..." jaemin replied 

"don't say that hyuck wasn't 'ill' you guys just didn't understand him," I said that without thinking, I must've been crazy. " and I agree with jeno, it couldn't have been a suicide hyuck always talked about the future he had planned for us, but of course you never cared enough to pay him any mind, what mark said was complete bs, yall don't give two shits about him so keep him out your mouth." maybe I was crazy because I was ready to defend hyuck with my life. waking up to see that our friend was dead him.. lying there with the dried up blood around his neck and mouth his lifeless eyes, the bloody knife in his hand... it terrified me. it made me think could this have been our fault? could we have prevented this?

No. it wasn't, it was their fault I had nothing to do with this me and hyuck were close, everyone else treated him like an outcast, I'm the savior here. it's their fault for not noticing I'm the one to tried to help him, I'm the one who spent hours every day with him, and they have the audacity to try and act as if they cared ?! it was them all along they're the fucked up ones, not me.  im gonna prove it to them. 

it's not my fault. im, not the one who murdered dongyhuck. 

and as jaemin was about to punch me for disrespecting him mark lee came walking through the hospital doors with a police officer. "gentlemen, during our research on the supposed suicide of lee donghyuck, we found fingerprints on the weapon, they weren't his." as those words left the officers mouth we all looked at each other in awe.. so it really was a murder.

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I'm gonna be a new york times best-selling author at this point /j

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