cold hearted

chapter 1

Stiles pov

God I tried so hard for them, all I wanted was to be accepted by them to forget about my past to forget what I had done, but it's true you can never outrun the past nomatger how fast you try to run. I was just so filled pain and anger , anger at myself at my family and friends but anger for the man who destroyed my happiness and I would get my revenge on him.

It was a pretty cold night right after I killed Donovan...wish I could say sorry but I'm really not, Scott blew up at me like the true alpha prick he is all the way up there on his high horse. But something clicked in my head that day somthing finally set in.
I went home packed my stuff talked talked my dad then left and that was it I have no clue what the others done after that but I had business to take care of.

Scott's pov

It was pack night and I hadn't seen stiles since are argument he was right it the end about theo setting him up however I hadn't seen him in a while he didn't go to school and he wouldn't answer us.
"Guys shouldn't we just go to his house and check for sure" I was hoping at least one person would agree but I got an immediate response of yes from everyone. By the time we got there the sheriff had left for the nightshif lucky he keeps the spare key in the same place we walk in but that's when it hit us....
"Why does stiles sent smell so weak in here" isaac whispered out
"It's almost as if they've he's moved...out...no" lydia was boarder line crying
"Shit" Derek ran passed us all and flung open stiles bedroom door only to find an empty room only box's ontop of one had a note.

Hey guys.... I don't even know where to start but I think an apology would be a good one, I sorry for leaving without a word but I have important things that I should've done years ago but never did, I was a coward and ran from my past instead of facing it head on. Scott please don't blame yourself for this, I ddint leave because of  petty argument that I know I won btw cause although theo is now on the good side I assume he did set me up, so theo if you are in my room right now im trusting you with my spot in the pack don't fuck it up you doggo brain. Lydia I don't don't I'm going to be back for a long time more than years I would assume so please use your beautiful brain along with my research left in these box's to help the  pack. Malia please stop getting into petty arguments your much nicer than people people so show them and although it's hard and I  can't believe I'm saying this....trust Peter he's your dad and quite frankly I trust that man. Isaac I recorder somthing for you to play if you ever need my words it's in the box nobody else is premited to listen under any circumstances. Alison ahhh ally I don't know where to start however I don't have to say anything trust your heart and you'll figure it out...sour- no Derek dude imma miss your grumpy ass face and shitty personality god did I like your company, trust Peter and cora and rebuild whatever family you have left because family is the only thing g that keeps us stable in life don't let it fall apart, be the Co alpha that I know you can okay, don't relive your past stop stressing about a future that nobody can be sure about, and date the hell out of whoever that girl is idk her name. Scotty boy I have also prepared a second letter all to you my best friend no matter what don't forget why you are doing all of this and never give up on it be the Co (true) alpha that everybody needs and keep Derek level headed for the live of god.

Sincerely stiles arrwwoooooo

Ps that's a howl

By the end we are all balling our eyes out but we don't know why he left but if stiles has done it he probably had a good reason to do so.
"Hey guys he'll be back right" Jackson looked sad for the first time in ages
"I don't know,he will probably be back within a few months, but we have to be a strong pack so when he returns nothing bad will happen to him" i stood tall and wiped away the tears that burned my eyes so  badly I picked up a box or two and left everyone grabbed as many as they could carry and we walked back to the hale house....

He'll be back in a few months ha what a joke who was I kidding he left at 17 it's just passed his 21st birthday and nobody has even heard from him not a call, a text for god sake not even a letter or a message that's been passed on we ask every new supernatural in beacon hills if they have seen or heard of him but they all say they've never seen he kid before.