forgive you | taegyu au ✔️

13.

Kai decided to leave his plushie and the two together. He locked himself inside his room, feeling guilty about falling inlove with his bestfriend’s crush.

Honestly, Kai developed his feelings for Yeonjun first, It was like that until Yeonjun and Soobin started hanging out and eventually started getting close. It never stopped, his feelings for yeonjun never stopped but for the sake of his own life and for his bestfriend, it needs to stop. he wants it to stop. just STOP.

Kai cried silently, burying himself with tons of blankets.

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“Kai left..?” Soobin asked.

Yeonjun checked, “Uh... yea... I asked him to stay though...” Yeonjun replied, he was upset that Kai didn’t listen to him.

“Maybe he have other things to do?” Soobin asked, giving yeonjun a bottle of water.

“Oh! I didn’t asked for this though?” Yeonjun asked, noticing the water bottle.

“It’s honestly just in case you want.”

“Thank you?” Yeonjun smiled in confusion. “I should go check on Kai.”

But before Yeonjun could go, Soobin grabbed his arms and pushed him towards the wall. Yeonjun left a little grunt, but confusion took over him.

“What are you doing?” He slightly pushed Soobin.

“Hyung—” He said... but stopped. He cannot do this. He knows. He knows Yeonjun loves Beomgyu.

why is it always beomgyu??

“Soobin, get over your point.. you’re honestly confusing.” Yeonjun furrows.

“I-”

Yeonjun huffs. “Look... Soobin you should stop with the hesitation and just say it.”

“I-I like you!” He shouted.

Yeonjun flinched with the sudden and unexpected confession.

“You what?” Yeonjun asked.

“I-.... I like you, hyung. I don’t know.. I just do! And... I- but you like Beomgyu! which totally sucks!” He looked down, he started tearing up, to be honest, you could say he’s really confusing but in soobin’s position right now.. It’s hard. It’s hard knowing you like someone and they like someone else.

Yeonjun sighed.

“Soobin, look at me.”

Soobin slowly turned to look at Yeonjun.

Yeonjun grabbed Soobin’s face. “Don’t cry... you like me? then you should be strong! Only strong people likes me. Also, I’m sorry I cannot return this feelings back but don’t feel bad for falling inlove, Soobin. Unless you’re not crossing any type of line.” YEONJUN said.

Soobin chuckled, holding yeonjun’s hands. “This is what I like about you.. Also, you said strong people only likes you.. Does that mean Beomgyu’s not?”

“When was he ever strong? Tell me.” Yeonjun joked, pinching Soobin’s cheeks.

Soobin laughed. “His loss....” He whispered to himself.

“What was that?” Yeonjun asked, not hearing what Soobin said.

“Nothing.” Soobin said, backing out.

“Bye hyung..” Soobin ran towards his room after that embarrassing rejection.

Yeonjun got so confused on why he stepped out, I thought it’s all in good terms?

Soobin actually felt sad knowing Yeonjun doesn’t feel the same way, he had already noticed it before, he’s just keeping it to himself.

Soobin loves Beomgyu but 'why him? It’s always him and him and never me.' soobin thought.