Lean On Me - Annyeongz

Chapter XXXVIII - Again, My Heart Beats

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YUJIN'S POV

When we reached the hospital I roam around to find Hitomi and Nako noona.

Yuri teased me that maybe I'll only room around to find Wonyoung.

I kinda agreed with her but I'm really looking of the two Japanese noonas.

For how much I missed them, and maybe I can ask if they knew about Wonyoung's life status...?

"Yujin-ah we'll leaving you, how's that?" Yena hyung snap me from my thoughts.

I look around the registrar, Yuri noona were hugging her nurses and colleagues.

She missed being a doctor too, I guess?

"Hmm, sure." I smiled as they leave for the foundation and roam around, finding for the certain nurses.

Some patients and residents recognized me as their King which I'll return with a smile, because I'm mind is finding Hitomi and Nako-chan.

I can't even recognize some of the medical workers since I left everything years ago.

Wonyoung...

Where are you? Even we can only bump to each other, I want to see you so bad and I'm yearning for your presence despite you can't even remember me.

Then I remembered my comfort zone, every time I'm full of thoughts back then, hospital's rooftop, the best place to heal my heart.

Not the heal that can make me move on about her, but the heal that I am looking to comfort myself.

Because I still love you.

And I believe I can't love someone who's isn't her.

Because she made me feel everything.

We came in a happy relationship, and we did everything firsts.

And lastly I don't know how to love someone if I wasn't her by my side.

I feel like I loser without no one knowing because I am loving her from afar, for how many times I'll dream and collapse because of her, she's still lingering in my heart and mind.

Sometimes I can only think, is she worth? Because I'm waiting for nothing in exchange.

Wonyoung is everyone's favorite, including me. The King who is secretly longing for his lover who totally forgot her.

Am I this unfortunate despite my achievements?

Because I feel like my achievement could only be her.

I was snapped from my thoughts finding out my feet bring me towards the rooftop.

I missed this.

This is the place where I always clear my bad feelings, thoughts, the place helped me  to be who I am.

But I am a coward, I don't have Wonyoung in my arms.

What if Minju is right?

She's married?

And even have a child, but I have something in my mind doubting who is the father of the child?

Who is the father?

I cannot explain why my heart beats like crazy as if there is something connected?

Or it's because I cannot accept the reality?

I'm miserable, that what I knew since I lost her.

Suddenly I heard a voice, so familiar.

"Jinhye-yah mommy is here, where are you?"