Chapter 5:

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by gigi_awitch

by gigi_awitch

I shuddered as Mr.Hudson's mouth trailed hot kisses down my stomach and to the top of my jeans,"These got to go,"he said,unbuttoning them.My shirt was crumpled on the floor,just like me ego and whatever diginity I had left.

"Wait,"I said,"Why?"He gave me a confused look,"Why not?"I sighed,"You do these things to me,what for?What's your plan?"Mr.Hudson was on his knees between my legs,"Where is all of this coming from,"he sighed,but continued fiddling with my jeans.

"I don't maybe because you're a pedophile."The words falling out of my mouth like rocks sinking.

Mr.Hudson stopped and looked back up at me,his eyes darkened."What did you just say?,"his voice steady but with a twinge of irritated.Even though I was scared,I didn't back down."you are a pedophile,"I said again,"A rapist.There are already people who know about you and the other schoo-"He struck me in the face.

It stung and my eyes filled with tears,I put my head down not wanting him to see me.He cupped my chin and tilted up to his face,"Listen closely,"he said,"I'm only going to say this once.What happened there--"his voice trailed off,"was a mistake.I'd take it back if I could,but I can't,so you're going to have to deal with that.Okay?"

I nodded,"Okay,"I whispered.He let his hand fall to my arm,pulling it up to around his neck and held me."I'm sorry,"he said,"I'm sorry."

Is he really apologizing?"No,no,"a part of me said,"He's just doing it to win you over.Don't believe it."But then the other part spoke,"He's sincere,he means it.You can't blame him,he has his reasons for what happened."

My mind was racing as I hugged back,resting my head against his chest.God,he smelled wonderful,like mint."I'm sorry too,"I whispered,burying my face into him,"Forgive me?"

I heard him chuckle,"How could I not?,"he said,"You're my favorite student."

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We connected.For the first time we connected.I was...happy.And I think he was too because he was smiling,teeth showing and eyes brightened.

So why was I in the back of the school building,tears running down my face with a blood lip."I bit it,remember?,"I thought.

They had came from no where,four older boys.With ditry hands and faces.

"So isn't it the teacher fucker,"one of them hissed,"How cute,and to think he had a type."I looked around,"Excuse me?"I had to leave through the back door because I had staye dbehind with James--yes,I call him James now (;3).

The leader,by my guess,was older than me by a few years.His hair was cropped close to his forehead and his ear had a silver hoop going through it,"Your boyfriend,James,"he said with a sneer,"He fucked my girlfriend and then she left me,can you belive that?"He laughed and so did his posè,"So she could go after him.And well,I think it's time that I got a little revenge."

He mde a clicking sound and two of other boys came towards me,"W-wait,"I said,"you got it all wrong.Me and James aren't even liek tha-"The boys made me drop my bags on the ground,pulling my arms behind me.

"So Mr.Hudson,let's all his students call him by his first name?,"the leader asked.I felt my face redden and looked down at the ground."Your silence speaks volume,"he said,"Well,at least you're not bad looking."He walked over to me and grabbed my chin,moving my head around,"You got a pretty mouth too,"he said as he kissed me hard.

I tried to pull away but he held me in place,James had kissed me like this before but it was different then.It was..revolting.Especially when he tried to put his tongue in my mouth,I bit it.He pulled back and ut a hand over his mouth,"You fucking fag,"he said,"You bit me.You better hope to god it's not bleeding or else I'll really ruin you."

I was breathing hard,my heart racing,"Go fuck yourself,"I said.

The boy licked his top lip,"So be it."

I was forced to the ground,the boy didn't take his time.No,he just took me there on the ground,I cried,cried for anyone."James!,"I said between gasps as he thrusted harder into me,"H-help me."the boy would come but he wouldn't stop moving,"I'm going to ruin you,"he said,"Just like he ruined her,so he'll know how it feels."The other boys laughed and hold me down even harder as I tried to fight them off.

Everything hurt when he did stop."Your turn,"I heard him say and then I felt strange hand son my hips and another one enter me.

My shirt was ripped and my jeans were matted with blood and fluids.I did feel ruined."No,no,"I whispered,pulling my knees to my face,"James will-"

What can James do?If he couldn't for me then,what could do for me now?"Nothing,"I cried,my eyes were swollen.

"James,"I whispered,"James."I wanted him here with me,holding me.To make it all stop and fine again.

But it never was fine,not from the start and,sure as hell,won't be in the end.