My Ideal Man (PJM)

CHAPTER 35

Y/n' Pov

I got discharged and still I carried the feeling of emptiness, I was used to have that small bump that Jimin always talk to but just a blink of an eye I lost it, I lost my baby.

I can't help myself from shedding tears. I know its hard for the two of us, ever since Jimin knows the reason what trigger me into miscarriage he was mad and furious knowing that his mother went to our house and curse on me. I didnt told him the full details maybe he found out from ajumma. I keep the reason from him because I know it will hurt him even more that his own mother was the cause of our baby's loss.

He was mad at me at first that I didnt tell him but he soon understood why I keep it from him, he was sorry about the things he didnt do.

We went through the same pain. I cried everytime I would be left alone. I didnt let myself burst out in Jimin's presence because I know it will hurt him even more.

The days pass by and it seems like that our world turns grey. Jimin used to be cheerful but after the incident he was always spacing out.

We told Kiana that maybe we should wait a little longer. She was curious at first she trows us a lot of questions and I was glad that Jimin did answer her calmly for her to understand.

Its been a month now since we lost our baby and Jimin started working again as usual he always comes late.

I was waiting for Jimin to arrive, I already tucked Kiana in bed for her to sleep. I was looking up the sky, the moon was bright and the stars were sparkling. I was dozed on my though when I heard the door open closed.

Jimin walk in with his hand scratching the back of his neck. He must be tired. I was standing on the balcony of our room to get some fresh air then I walk towards him and placed my hands on both side of his waist as I tip toed to peck his lips, he kissed back and hug my figure.

I parted from him slightly but not parting completely.

Y/n:  how's work?

Jimin: hmmm, tiring I have a lot of works to finish today.

Y/n: Have you eat?

Jimin: hmmm, how about you? Have you eat?

Y/n: Yes, Kiana requested to cook her favorite for dinner.

Jimin: hmmm, I miss you

He peck my lips right away and I was left stunned maybe I was really occupied by the incident these past few days that I can't give him the attention he needs and I was really guilty right at that moment.

Y/n: I miss you more babe, but now go and take a bath I will give you massage after.

Jimin: give me one more kiss

He said pouting cutely.

Y/n: haaaaish! This baby

Then I peck his lips before walk towards the bathroom.

I was on my phone reading some wattpad stories when he came out with a towel hugging his waist. The water was still dripping on his fine toned abs and I wasn't aware that he was looking at me while I drool for him.

I shift my gaze when I saw his smirk and walk towards me. we were married for years yet he still have that effect on me.

Jimin: take a picture it will last long.

Y/n: I wasn't starring its ju--

Jimin: shhh..shhh.. I don't mind if you stare at me for life you're my wife and I like it the fact that I still get you blushing I'm all satisfied.