TGIWS: Phoenix Ryler Velasquez's POV (Complete)

Prologue

Prologue

At first, I didn’t really have plans on liking someone. For me, it’s corny. All I wanted in my life was just to have fun. All I want is a fling. Not ready for commitments. It sucks.

I don’t have plans of having serious relationships or even marrying someone. I can’t even see my future with a girl, but I don’t know… when I met this girl, my beliefs suddenly changed.

I know… she’s the standard… for me… she is the standard. She’s worth it to be loved by someone else. She deserves everything in this world.

She is selfless. She’s the girl who is willing to help before herself. She always thinks of others before herself. She’s pure and kind… yet… I broke her.

I caused a lot of pain to her because of that lie and stupid game. And day by day… It's haunting me. Alam kong wala akong karapatan masaktan dahil kasalanan ko rin naman. Kahinaan ko ang makita siyang umiyak pero sa huli ay ako lang rin pala ang magiging dahilan para umiyak siya.

You’re too kind, too precious.

And now because of that stupid lie, maging ang pagmamahal ko sa kaniya ay pinagdududahan niya. Totoo lahat ng pinakita ko sa kaniya, lahat ng pinaramdam ako pero sa tingin ko… dahil sa mismong kagagawan ko ay hindi ko alam kung maibabalik ba pagtitiwala niya sa akin.

“My feelings are true, my love,” I whispered, staring at her face. “I’m sorry…” but I know, it’s not enough.