Introspection

Snow bound

Jin let out a tired sad laugh to himself as he clutched his bag walking through the freezing cold air.
"* he's right.. I'm pathetic.."*
Jin trudged down the steps, now stepping into the main center of town "* I begged to stay..how pathetic.."*
Jin frowned to himself as he started to feel his fever rise, 'what do I do?' He yawned as he pulled up the directions to the apartment he would be staying in for a while until he could get a new one , at that moment he had run into someone's back.
"F-fuck I-I'm sorry.." Jin sniffled as he wiped his eyes looking up to the backside of his next new adventure ~

Namjoon glanced back as he had been staring at a map of his own, his phone died so he was stuck reading a map, he was trying to find a place to stay for the night as he was originally headed into a cafe, but he heard the little voice call out and was surprised to see this short pretty male..

"Oh..it's..it's fine.."
'He's stunning..'
"Are you..ok?" Namjoon couldn't help but to pick up on the fact that the boy had been crying.
Jin wanted to nod and say he was fine but slowly he started to break down-(get it together bitch😟)
Namjoon blinked folding and stuffing his map into his pocket "w-woah woah uh-uh don't cry? W-uh-"
Jin started to sob into his hands before Namjoon hesitantly pulled him in for a random hug, he felt like it was necessary..

"* shh..shh..it's gonna be ok..I'm not sure what..uh happened but..you can stay here for a second looks like you need it.."*
Jin nodded barely just feeling defeated completely as he held onto this complete stranger..
'What's my problem..here I am..hanging onto a stranger..who smells nice and is warm..hah..pathetic..'

Namjoon blinked as water slowly sprinkled from the sky, and it wasn't only snow..it was rain and hard snow.
'Well fuck me.'
"* he-hey uhm..little one? It's raining why don't we go to that cafe over there.."*
'Little one!???'
Jin looked up at Namjoon sniffling now realizing it was raining, slowly he nodded, and then peeked at the lump inside Namjoons jacket tilting his head curiously. But before he could ask, Namjoon causally led the crying thing away.

Once they sat down jin just continued to cry as Namjoon ordered some hot chocolate for Jin and Soobin. And some coffee for himself. Namjoon glanced over at the seokjin who was crying into his sweater, as he himself sipped on his coffee.
"S..so uh.."
Jin looked up at Namjoon with teary eyes.
"Seems like you..had a rough night tonight hm..?"
Jin nodded sniffling as he slowly picked up the hot chocolate Namjoon had gotten and sipped at it .
Namjoon swished his coffee around leaning on one elbow staring at Jin "* me too.."*
Jin looked at Namjoon slowly
"* y-you had a bad night too..?*"
Namjoon nodded setting his glass down as he smiled at jin.
"* doesn't look like It does it?"*
"* feelings and looks are two different things..*"
Namjoon nodded in agreement "* you're right.."*
"* I feel dumb, but don't look dumb~*" Namjoon chuckled to himself sighing as he held out his hand for Jin to shake "* my name is Namjoon by the way.."*
Jin slowly shook namjoons hand "* mines SeokJin but I prefer Jin .."*
"*Pretty.."*
"* p-pardon?"*
Namjoon just smirked not following up on his comment
'Heh..'

"*p-papa..."*
The tiny voice knocked both Jin and Namjoon out of their thoughts.
'Shit. I forgot he's with me..'
Namjoon unzipped his jacket smiling down to Soobin
"*hi baby.."*
"*w-where's mama..?"* Soobin sounded scared..
Namjoon hummed looking outside to see snow layering the ground now.

"Soobin, we aren't going back to mama, ok?"
Soobin stayed quiet nuzzling closer to his father
He didn't respond.
The two contemplated together before Namjoon spoke up again blowing on Soobins hot chocolate.
"Let papa worry about it ok.. don't trouble your beautiful mind.."
Soobin sipped on the hot choco Namjoon gave to him before looking to the stranger watching them, he pointed at Jin and looked at Namjoon for an answer.

"Ahh..this is a new friend..Jin~"

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-INTROSPECTION-EP.1