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by harrysmc

by harrysmc

HIYA

Cold air pricked my skin as I walked out of the airport.

This is it , I speak to myself as I get in the Uber for my destination UCLA MEDICAL SCHOOL.

In front of my campus I stood mesmerized seeing the beautiful campus.

After getting admitted as an official student and entering the dormetory I get myself comfortable to my new home my new safe heaven.

Laying in my bed I say to myself, " YOU ARE FINALLY FREE NOW"

6 years later.
Opening the window a gust of morning breeze catches me off guard smiling I said"A beautiful sunny day in London pretty a really rare weather to be honest"
Sitting down on the bed I look at my phone for notifications.
Nothing.
Nothing special really happens in my life anymore
I'm just
   living
surviving
   existing,
loathing.
   It's getting tiring everyday . Nothing is getting better not worse .
I feel lonely.
All those interactions conversations are getting more and more tiresome each and every day.
I really don't know how long I can go on.
Opening my I try to remove all those thoughts and those dark and unpleasant experience.So I stand up and start doing my chores.

After finishing my morning routine .I look at the clock 7.00 am . Right in time .
I drive for the clinic I've been working on as I blast Another one bites the dust by Queen .I've joined the St. Mary's clinic a year ago as an osteopath. Life is very uneventful I have good co-workers some nice friends .
People would kill to be ony place Im just very selfish I think.
Getting in the hospital rushing to sign my duty board I meet an overexcited Eve my co-worker and friend.
She says "Hiya babe do me a favour plssssss I'm begging!!"
Laughing I said " Calm down what is it
Eve ? How's she always so happy
"I have a date with Damien and now I have a patient in the emergency room you have to take my shift I'll do anything"
Sighing I said ," Okay I'll take your shift
"
I mean of course she's going on a date I'm the one who's gonna die alone. Not that I'm jealous of them cuz I love both of them .
Why can't my brain stop talking?

"By the way the patient looked weirdly familiar to me but anyway well the patient is on emergency ward so you have to hurry "
Walking down the corridor I mutter "Fake smile begins now I hate social interactions"
Then why did you become a fucking doctor idiot?
Shut up brain.

Getting in the unit I saw some anxious guys, 4 to be exact . Typical patient's family or friends but they seemed a bit odd.
Brushing the feelings off I entered the room as I approached the patient I saw someone whom I've never thought I'll see.

Y'all okay I kinda edited this story cuz it felt a cringe bs so I modified it a bit. - I.h.h