Oh hi! It's me, nada. I'm a pretty normal teenager I guess?! But sometimes I feel kinda... different? But not in a weird way (I'm not a weirdo ok?), more in a psychological way.
I like to write poems and I love boyssss....
I know that it can sound really weird, but i for real love boys... the way how they act, their outfits, their smell, their eyes... I'm in love with their eyes, their faces, and they way how some of the them can be really dominant... I love it! It's kind haram for me to think about it but I don't care, I have rights to be interested in every topic I like! Ok but anyways, let me tell u the beginning of my ,story'?
I went to the Zayx's high school, and I had a really cool friend group but they weren't interested in the same topics as I was... every time I talked about a boy they ignored me or were really hyped up about it... they even maked DISGUSTING drawings with me and the boys I talked about. Most boys that I talked about were way older than I... the boys my age weren't just good enough for me and they acted really childish most of time, but there's that one boy in my class that I really liked, but I mean REALLY REALLY LIKED... his name was Jelte... he was a ginger with also 2 pretty best friends, one of them was racist but idc, he was hot! But anyways, about him... he never talked to me, he kind of even ignored me sometimes but they way he ignored me was so powerful and so manipulative that I liked it, the way he told me to ,fuck off' or ,to go back to my country' it was so mean but also so cute, I know he wanted to act ,hard' when he was with his friends, but I know he really liked me because he cared about me, he wanted met to go back to my own country so I could see my family and that was sooo cute! We stayed in the same class until I graduated, I always wanted to ask him for a date but I was too scared and too anxious to do that so I've never did it... but lately he added me on snap, and heheh.... We talk a lot! He loves k pop (so do I) and is interested in poetry! That's so cool! We are going on a date on Friday! (It's Wednesday today) I'm so excited, I still don't know which outfit I should wear, I want to wear something original and stunning, but I also don't want to look like a slut, even tho it's not something bad to be a ,slut' I don't want to. I've found some inspiration for outfits on Pinterest so I think I will wear one of these outfits, they look cool's and also not toooo revealing.
