For Better Or Worst (Quadrilogy)

chpt.22

Jiraya

"JIRAYA!!! WHERE YOU AT"!?!?!

I jump out of bed of the sound of August voice. "Have you lost your damn mind, its late and you coming up in here making noise" I whisper yell to him cause I didn't want Sanai to wake up.

"Aww baby come here you know I love you" August grab me by my waist and was kissing on my neck. I can tell he was drunk from the smell of his breath.

"August move I'm really sick of your shit".

"Is that right" he pull away from me and stumble back a little and look at me.

"You know I'm tired of acting like everything is good when we both know it aint true".

"What are you talking about August, you the one whose giving me the cold shoulder. I been nothing but a good wife to you and this is how you treat me, what did I ever do to you huh? Tell me".

"EVERYTHING!!! you was the cause of Aaliyah's death, if you would have buckle her down like you was supposed to she would still be alive. So there I said it, all the shit you been in I was there for you I even still married you when you and Sade was messing around. Yeah thought I didn't know about that".

All of this stuff he was saying was making me upset and mad, my face was hot and tears began to roll. Before I knew it I start hitting him, "How could you sit up here and say its my fault of our child death Aug, all the crap I done put up with you by having a fucking threesome with Chaunti and her cousin I still took you back, when you got her pregnant where was my ass still with you. But you want to come bring up old shit and throw it in my face" the more I was talking the more I kept pushing and punching on his chest.

"Jay you better move and stop putting your damn hands on me".

"Or what? Huh what you going to do, I'm done of being nice you been pushing around for the longest and I'm sick of it".

"I knew marrying you was a mistake, why I even bother getting married to y-".

Before I knew it I punch August dead in his mouth causing him to bleed, He walk towards and back slap me.

"I done told your ass about putting ya fucking hands on me" I held onto my face while crying. He look at me and left me there on the floor, I don't know what has gotten into him and I'm definitely not staying here with him.

August

"What's all of this"? I ask Jay as she was putting bags by the door.

"Oh I guess you back to your normal self, what it look like. I'm leaving you August".

"Leaving"?

"Yes you put your hands on me last night, you see this"? She showed me her face that was red and it came to me we was going at it when I'm came home.

"Jay baby I'm sorry last night I just wasn't myself, you know I don't mean all of that stuff I said".

"Save your apologies, I can't do this anymore. I try to work on this marriage but its not working so why should I waist my time to even try, here's your key you can come get Sanai on weekends".

"You seriously leaving me Jay you can't always run from a problem".

"Oh I can't? August what you did and said hurted me, I would've never thought in a million years that you would put your hands on me. I know I was wrong for hitting you but you deserve it" she handed me the key and place her and Nai bags in the car.

"Daddy I don't want to leave" Nai said holding on to my leg.

I pick her up and gave her a kiss, "Look don't worry I'll come get you during the weekends. Be good for okay"?

"Okay" she hug me then I put her down and she went to the car.

"This is not good for Sanai she need both of her parents" I say standing in front of Jay.

"Now you care well you should've thought about that before you was staying out all night, you know we don't even act like a marry couple. I just can't deal with you no more, the only thing we should be worrying about is our kids" she said then got in her car and left.

I watch as she drove down the street until I couldn't see her no more, I went back into the house when she said our kids it click in my head that Jay is pregnant.