After came back from the cafe, I was thinking hard about my decision on becoming a ballet dancer. Somehow I'm not ready to hear my parents nagging about it. At the moment, I was laying down on my bed while staring at the ceiling. The emptiness that shows at the surface of the ceiling, really explained my heart right now. My heart won't complete without those ballet lessons in my life.As I was thinking, my phone started to rang...
( Mom is calling)
I hesitate to answer. Should I just told her about it???
It stopped after a moment and I can finally breathe. I don't know why I was too scared to overcome with it. When I was about to lay down back, it rang again...
God why make me suffer now... I looked at the screen and it appears that my mom is calling for the second time. I took a deep breath and answered the call.
"Areum ah" a voice came right after I took the call. "Hey... mom- What's up???" I asked. "Huh, ohh nothing just wanna check you in. How you doing honey?" she said in a sweet honey voice of her. "I'm fine mom, how are you?" I respond slightly.
What in the awkwardness is this??? Why am I acting like this?!? "I'm good dear. Me and your father will be going to visit your sister in Canada. You know that she will be having her first born with that Sid guy" my mom explained. Yeahh of course... Choi Sumin, my older sister. She married to a guy in Canada when she studied there. It's been years I haven't seen her.
"Oww yeahh that Sid guy. I hardly remember cuz it's been so long and yeah I wish to join y'all but-"
"Don't worry we get it dear... You should just focus on your studies and come back to us soon as possible" my mom cut my words. "Yeah- sure" I agreeing her. There's a moment of silence going on goshh."Hey mom" I breaked the silence. "Yes sweetie" my mom answered. Ohh god hope she won't be mad or something. "Well the thing is-" I stopped for a moment. "You know...I'm thinking of continuing my ballet lessons that I had-" there's no answer from my mom. "So I'm wondering if you guys are okay with it" I said in a slow tone. I heard my mom sighed through the phone. "Areum we talk about this didn't we" my mom said kinda sound like she's dissapointed. "Mom, I'm 20 now and partically a grown up already. I assure you that I will be more careful next time" I said with hope.
"I don't know about that hun. You know how's your father are...whatever it is either me or you should discuss this with your father" my mom said. Well didn't expect that really but it's way more better than she not agreeing with me at all. "Okay suree let's talk then" I said don't want to wasting times....
[Approximately 5 minutes later]
"WAIT?!! WHY?!!" me screaming and whining after hearing my dad's statement. "Areum, you need to understand-" "I don't have to understand anything!!! If you want to talk about me need to continuing my studies in art, just forget it!!! You guys make me choosing arts and forced me too...You know I hate arts don't you?!!" I cut my dad's sentence and keep on revolting over what he just said.
"Areum dear listen. We ask you to chose arts because you knew how your results were before...it doesn't show that you qualified in any other than arts. So please just finish your studies and don't ever talk about this again!!" my dad said strictly.
My heart shattered. I don't know, is it just me who will react like this or its natural to anybody else. I honestly don't know.
I sighed then said. "Dad, please... let me just join in back, I promised that I won't disappoint you guys. I will continue my studies the end of semester and at the moment I will joining back the ballet class. Deal??" I said with a pleasing voice.
I could hear my dad inhaled through the phone. He then talking something to my mum. Probably deciding about my decision. " Okay fine... I give you my word. But only after you managed to finish your studies only then we decide the rest" my dad said marking his words.
I exclaimed through the phone with joy. Yesss my dream finally come true!!!
"Sure dad!!! I promised. Love you guys so much" I said happily. "Heh, only then you're gonna say that you love us?" my dad asked jokingly. I just chuckled at the end. Aaa it's too good to be true but it better be cause I've been waiting this moment to come!!!
"Okay Areum. We need to go now. Take care and don't damage yourself. You know that we love you right?" my dad said. "Y'all don't have to worry about anything. I'm in control" I said convincing them. "Okay then honey. Take care!! We'll see you soon" my mom said at the end. I bid a goodbye and ended the call.
Yesss finally!!! I could rest peacefully now~~~
- end of chapter four !
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Fanfiction-⛸ #박성훈 ★̶̲ . ࣪ 𓂃 𝐦𝐲 𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐥 ⋆ ࣪ 𖠗 🦢 [ 𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘯 𝘢𝘶 ] ─────────────── Areum is a 20 year old girl who is free spirited. Ballet has been her passion but somehow she didn't have a chance to finish it. She is an art student i...