Jimin walked back to his room to find it empty.'Mm... where did he go? Wait. Am I missing him already? I'm not sure of my feelings but why am I... ughhh!! THOUGHTS!! PLEASE GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!' Jimin screamed inside his head.
He grabbed his towel and went inside the bathroom to take a shower. Since he know the room was empty, he took a long shower, singing songs.
Lie.
It was a song composed by him. Composed when he was alone. When he wanted to talk to someone. When he felt like he was being pulled down by some strong force.
After a list of songs, he sang 'lie'.
Get away away away from me
Get away away from me
Whoever it may be, save me, me
Save me
It continues even when I run away I am caught in a lieCaught in a lie
Find the me that was pure
I can’t be free from this lie
Give me back my smile
Caught in a lie
Pull me from this hell
I can’t be free from this pain
Save me, I am being punishedThe song bought back his memories that he never wanted to recall. Trying to compose himself, he turned off his shower and patted himself dry before walking out of the bathroom to get startled by a wide-eyed Jungkook.
"What the fuck!" Jimin yelled, holding onto his chest to stop it from beating hard due to the sudden heart attack.
"You sing?" Jungkook asked, almost in an inaudible voice.
"No. I don't." Jimin said as he walked to the closet to dress up. He was also trying to avoid the conversation that Jungkook was bringing up.
"Yes you do."
Jimin sighed. 'Ok. Now I'm sure about my feelings. I HATE THIS GUY! Such a pain in the ass.' He thought.
He threw his boxers on the bed and turned towards him. "No. Jungkook I don't. Now please leave me alone. I want to get dressed."
Jungkook looked down. All the amusement leaving his face was replaced with a sad sigh. He slowly walked towards Jimin and placed his hands on his shoulders. Eyes penetrating themselves into Jimin's.
'Wow!! I like him!' His confused feelings kept on running through his mind. But it was also helping him forget about his distressing past memories.
"What are you trying to hide hyung? From whom are you trying to run away?" Jungkook asked like a whisper.
"What do you mean?" Jimin asked seriously when a sensitive question came up.
"Do you like singing?"
"Yes." Jimin confessed. As if his lips were moving on their own, maybe because he was getting high looking into those doe heart eyes filled with concern and love.
"I heard from Taehyung that you dance. Do you like it? Dancing?"
"Yes."
"Do you enjoy doing those?"
"Yes."
"Feels like you are in heaven. Your mind is at ease. When you sing and dance?"
"Yes."
"Happiness, serene contentment, an ecstatic satisfaction, euphoria?" Jungkook asked him, from his own feelings and emotions that he go through while dancing.
"Yes."
"Why? Then why hyung? Why are you running away from something that makes you feel relaxed? Arent you supposed to cherish them?" Jungkook asked frustrated, raising his voice a little.
"Hold onto the ones that make us happy and leave the ones that depress and sadden us."
Jungkook explained slowly like explaining to a kid. He then stared at those chocolate eyes and kissed his forehead. Leaving his lips there for more than a few seconds before giving him a small smile and left the room.
'I like him. I definitely do!'
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I Need You - Jikook
RomanceJungkook can't help but fall for the broken boy. But will his feeling be accepted? Smut warning