high school dreamer

i told her  about lucas she said go get him . but im not so sure about it i mean im new and all but you never know right? well its tuesday i groaned as i got out of bed i chucked my hair up in a pig til and put some mascara on i was ready i ran out the door grabbing my bag and $10.00 . i was running late . i got to school ans sneaked into class lizzie asked were i was but i said i was tired . wanted him soo bad with those big eyes that gleam and a perfect smile . but i am way out of his league  he will probable date a girl with blonde hair and lots of make up .thats not me  i am brown haired with mascara on wow . people glare at me as if im an alian but im new so theyll get to know me . but my eyes were layed on him he is the one . but i turned back to lizzie who was blabing on about some thing i was in an daze . i didnt care what  people think im me and im in love with lucas if only i could tell him . i have no motivation to . my mum says that i should worry. less but i cant im nearly 14 and have never EVER  had a boyfriend it doesnt have to be big but i have  a longing for a boy friend for someone to say you look great or hold your hand . its a dreamy feeling people say .