kaneki POV
I've been coming to anteiku almost everyday .... hoping to see touka again and confront her to tell her what i really feel and the reason why i left.. but everyone just tell me that.. she's studying.. and she doesn't want to see me .. it's hard to hear that.... i've hurt the women i love... it's the biggest mistake i've ever done... but the only thing i can do now.. is destroy any hope that i have and hide my feelings..
Touka POV
I was walking to get to anteiku at the middle of the night ... alone... I didn't even cared if the CCG investigators appear ...I'm thinking about Kaneki the whole day... everyday.... and the worst... is that I can't even see him again... he might hate me cuz of what I told him.... i'm really stupid... but he betrayed me!! .. he told me once.. that he would never leave me alone.. and he left me for so long.... I can't trust him even though... he's the man I love....
I was finally in anteiku.. I turned on the light of my apartment and I saw a light coming from my room... I was surprised... I walked slow and I get in schock... there was Kaneki....
He stand up from the chair of my desktop and turned his eyes on me
Touka - wh ...what are you doing here?!
Kaneki- ...Touka Chan...
Touka - Shut up! Just tell me what are you doing here? I told everyone that I don't want to see you.
Kaneki - Touka..
Touka - WHAT?!!
Kaneki - T - Touka Chan.... I came to tell you the truth.
Touka - What truth? .. that you said you're trying to protect everyone but you're just caring about yourself?!
Kaneki - SHUT UP!!
Touka - Uh (surprised eyes)
Kaneki - I Left you all.. Cuz all I want is to protect you all.. I don't want someone kill the only people I really care about I don't!! I didn't left because I wanted .. I left because I have to protect you all... I need it..
Touka - ...... Why? ...... Why you left me ....you know ..I wanted to be by your side....
Kaneki - Uh? (Surprised eyes)
Touka - You're just a baka!!! Don't you understand?!! The reason I told you not to come back to anteiku ..is because I was hurting... I'm suffering ... don't you see? ..... I might be annoying ..but I'm suffering inside ... I've passed Nights Without sleeping thinking about you.. being worry about you.. living with the fear and the questions in my head " is he alive? " Why did he left "? ... and now you come here acting like nothing happened......
Kaneki - Touka... I - ...if you only knew.... what i really feel...but i'm not strong enought to say it.....i... i'm sorry.. don't hate me
Touka - it's too late kaneki ... now please get out of my room, of my apartment , of anteiku and of my life!!
Kaneki - (surprised eyes) ...... fine... if that's what you want .
Next day
Touka POV
I'm feeling so sick.. I haven't eat in 3 days ..and.... Oh my God (sigh) ..kaneki.... I told him horrible things again..... But I really hope he come back to anteiku... I didn't meant what I told.
It was night... a cold night.... I didn't want to sleep.. so I get out of my apartment for a while... I was sitting at a chair watching the stars in the sky... and then someone put a hand in my mouth and suffocated me
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I woke up in a weird place.. my head was hurting
Touka - Where i am? (Confused )
Tsukiyama - TOUKA SAN! Jajajajajaja Poor (evil laugh)
Touka - Tsukiyama?
( he took me by clothes and put me in the air he was suffocated me trying to kill me )
Tsukiyama -Now you're gonna tell me where's kaneki if you don't i'll kill you jajajaja
Touka - I don't know!
Tsukiyama - Touka i don't like lies!
(Then he launched me to the wall and when i was on the floor he kicked me too much that even my blood was out of my mouth )
Tsukiyama - TELL ME WHERE'S HIM!!!!!
( after he kicked me as much as he wanted , he Tied me of feet, Waist and arms , He kicked my face , he twisted my finger and my right leg, He put a knife inside my legs ,and bite my arm and my stomatch.. i looked terrible... i cried as much as i could... i was screaming as much as i could ...i thought it was my last time... but then ..
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