That's him?!

Chapter one

Tears streamed down his cheeks "are you fucking crying over it?!" Jaesung laughed at him "it was a joke! You thought I'd actually love someone like you?" He asked looking at Seoyeon laughing, people in the hallway looked over and snickered and laughed. What'd he do? He never did anything to Jaesung why did he have to do this to him? Infront of everyone who already hated him.. "What did I ever do to you?!" Seoyeon shouted as tears rolled down his cheeks "I loved you Jaesung! What did I do to deserve this?!" He yelled and everyone smiles went away.

"Suck it up you big baby. How could I love someone like you, how could anyone love someone like you?" Jaesung said looking at Seoyeon. "No one will ever love you. No one besides for your mama and your little brother whatever the fuck his name is." Jaesung said and shoved Seoyeons shoulder walking away his group of friends followed.

Seoyeons pov:
The tears poured down my cheeks. I felt like all the eyes where on me. I quickly grabbed my things and ran home, the clouds where dark and kept the sky at a dim gray. Rain started to fall from the clouds, each drop hit me. Everytime one did I just felt heavier and heavier.

Once I got home I forced my key into the whole meant for keys, I twisted and turned it but struggled a bit my hand slipped on the handle I couldn't get a grip on it. As soon as I did I pushed the door open and walked inside shutting the door behind myself I leaned against the door and started to cry even more. What did I do to him? What? I couldn't think of anything I never hurt him I was always there for him. I pulled my phone out of my pocket and sniffled texting Jaesung 'what did I do to you? All I did was love you and b3 there for you what did I do?' I texted and waited for a response.

I never got on. I stayed home from school for the next few days, I just stayed in my room hugging myself and crying. My brother and mom would come in every so often to ask what happened but I wouldn't answer I just laid facing the wall with my wet hands over my cheeks. Soon I got up and walked out of my bedroom, my hair nappy and flat from laying down all day. I walked into the bathroom and shut the door behind myself flipping the lock to keep the door shut. I did my business and went to the sink turning the handle of the sink. The water started to flow out, I pressed the top of the soap getting some of the foam soap in my hands, I rubbed them together and began washing my hands until there was no sight of the soap on my hands anymore.

I grabbed the hand towel and dried my hands sighing, I looked up and saw myself in the mirror.. I could see why Jaesung didn't wanna date me. I hated my looks my black hair was messy and it needed a cut, my face had pimples on it and my undereyes where as dark as a room without windows when you shut off the lights. "God.." I felt my eyes fill with water and I didn't want it to come out. I toke in a breath and looked down, my stomach fit tight in my shirt a little bit of cubbieness showed threw it. That's when the tears started to flow dowm my cheeks, I sniffled and cried before walking out to my room.

When I walked in I shut the door and headed back to my bed, I grabbed my  remote and turned on the TV laying down again. Then my brother walked in "Seoyeon mama said come eat dinner" he said looking at me and I hummed "yeah I'll come put in a little bit" I said and covered up with my blanket. "Well.. alright I'll get you in a few minutes " he said and walked out.