Forbidden Love (Megan x Louis Powell)

The one that wasn't

TW: Megan, self harm, torture, mommy kink, gay

Megans POV  

Something you might not know about me is that I am pan, meaning I'm a bit sus. And that's ok because I can get married to a woman now. I wake up at 3 am in the morning with an urge to drink something. Anything. I go into my fridge and see a few green concoctions in long bottles. I take one and drink it. As soon as I drink it my face feels warm, my legs start to fatten up and my hair falls out. The thoughts in my head were racing, for some reason I kept thinking of someone calling me mommy. And I liked it.

I look in the mirror, what I see shocks me, I look like Shrek. Yes Shrek the ogre. I AM A FUCKING OGRE!!! I look around my house for my cocaine, when someone breaks my door down. It's the police, oh no! The police people punch me in the face and hold me to the ground as they say, "You're under arrest N&A productions, anything you say or do can be used against you in the court of law." The police mans husky voice and warm breath, hit my cold neck making me sweat in places I shouldn't. I love this man. 

"Whats your name hottie," I say directed at the hot man pinning me down.

"None of your fucking business whore slut period blood clot," his words made me sweat again. 

"Kinky," one of the other police officers mumbled.

"Shut up," his mouth was nearing my neck, he was breathing hard. 

"Cmon now boys take to the police station now, goddammit."

The took me there in their Tesla, the hot man drove while the other man sat next to me. In shot gun sat a back full of white powder and white supremacy stickers. Ugh, a racist, wouldn't be the first I've caught feelings for. The green potion thing that I previously drank seemed to be wearing off, my skin reverted to its natural color and my body shrunk, hopefully hot cop would like me now. He looked back astonished, probably at my new appearance. He leaned his body head first into the back seat, was he going to kiss me? No, he started making out with the other cop guy. Then they had sex, so I left the car. 

Another love tarnished, flushed down the drain. This needs to stop happening. Everyone I fall in love with is gay.