Breathe

Unaware

My eyes fluttered opened, feeling a pressure around my waist, blinking a couple times to get my eyes adjusted to the dark I was curious where I was.

Then I remembered that I was at Nates house. I turned my head and saw a tan arm, with light brown hair wrapped around my waist, I got very uncomfortable and gently lifted his hand, and slid out of his bed.

My phone said it was 4:14 in the morning, I sighed and pulled out a piece of paper from my purse and wrote in the nicest hand writing I ever have.

"Nate, I'm sorry this just isn't right. Bye..

-Riahnnon"

I set it on his nightstand, and grabbed my things. I feel like one of those douche bags during a one night stand, getting up and leaving in the middle of the night. I just couldn't stay here. I was to much of a burden.

I tip toed up the stairs and to the main floor of his house. Looking around and seeing no body, I hurried to the door and made my way out. A sigh of relief left my lungs.

I walked along the main rode, wondering where I was going to sleep tonight, my mom locked me out and I don't have my keys. I walked past an ally way and remembered the small warehouse where I would go when this would happen.

I looked around my shoulders to make sure no one was following me, then jogged down the ally.

Trying to remember which one it was, I looked to the door to my left and saw my initials, R.L.M. carved into the old pain chiped, splintered up door. Lifting the mat and pulled out my small lock pick I used to open the door when I came. I unlocked the door and put the lock pick back under the old torn up welcome mat before turning around and shuting the door behind me.

I took a deep breath, the smell of dust and memories filled my nostrils. I took in my surroundings, it's been about a year since I have been here. I've mainly just ran to near by parks and such because the cops almost busted me last time I was here, it just wasn't safe.

I looked over at the small table next to an old mattress and folded quilt I had left for the future when I would come back and forth.

I set my purse on the small white table, and laid on the matress. Within seconds I was asleep.

~~~~~~~~Time Skip~~~~~~~

My phone was vibrating like crazy. I sat up and rubbed my eyes, when my phone vibrated again. Snatching it off the table and mumbling under my breath words of hate due to the fact my phone woke me up.

I have seven new text messages from my mom and Nate.

Nate: hey why did you leave

Nate: what do you mean by "this isn't right"

Nate: did I do something wrong?

Nate: text me when you can. I'm really worried.

The best thing I could think of was, to not respond. I felt bad about it but all I would do is hurt him in the long run.

Mom: get your ass home now

Mom: honey.. Please come back.

Mom: I don't want you staying out by yourself.