You woke up to complete silence.. Bowen walked downstairs with tired eyes. He was clearly tired out because of crying all night you said "hey.. Bowen.. Im sorry!...." bowen said"its not your fault."he knew you were blaming yourself the whole time. But he had no emotion in his eyes when he said that... You ran over to him trying to get his attention he ignored.
3 hours later
You watched bowen heading to the bathroom Shutting the door behind him he grabbed his depression meds and took them all at once.(overdose) he knew he was probably gonna die from it before he could set the bottle down he fainted. You heard a loud thud and ran into the bathroom... Your eyes had widened seeing your fainted boyfriend holding depression meds in his hand. You quickly went over supporting him up with your arm, you shook him he wouldn't wake up so you rushed to the hospital and the doctor asked "did he at some chance take depression meds?" you look up quickly realizing. You stuttered "y-yeah why?" you thought of what he said earlier :*its not your fault*: you held back your tears as the doctor said "he may have overdosed. You may go see him." you ran to his room crying you went over to him and held his hand gently crying suddenly he woke up slowly you looked up at him with teary eyes and said"bowen?.." he had no emotion still. It was like he was so done. He didn't wanna live.
2 days later
Your boyfriend bowen stayed in your guys's bedroom all the time not eating. You and him had got into a fight again after you found out he's been drinking even tho the doctor said not to. You kicked him and trudged out the door. He fell to the floor and tears streamed down his face without him realizing.
A week later
Bowen and you have lost trust in each other. You couldn't stop thinking about the vanilla scent on his skin and the way he looked at you before all of this. Now he barely goes near you. When you were on a vacation without bowen he texted you "im sorry. Its not your fault." your eyes widened you quickly sped home knowing he was gonna let go soon. You kicked the door down and saw.. Bowen hanging from the ceiling. He left a note
Dear y/n. Im sorry i caused all this if i didn't yell that one night this wouldn't have happened. Just remember its not your fault it never was i love you so much i wish i could have loved you the way i did before i was just to afraid. But just know i love you alot i wish the best for you and i hope you find someone whos worth it. -you're boyfriend, li Bowen.
You dropped the note and cut his body down you held him in your arms crying you called the ambulance.
2 months later
When your boyfriend was in the hospital you found yourself a new boyfriend. You remembered that day your boyfriend is being released. Your new boyfriend zanji asked "hey whos this guy next to you?." he showed a photo of you and bowen you said "u-uh my ex!" zanji then heard a light knock and said "ill get it!" you nodded zanji opened the door and saw...
SORRY FOR IT BEING SHORT AGAIN😕
