May 21, 2017 The 2017 BBMAs Y/Ns POV The cameras were flashing from every angle imaginable. "Y/N look here!" "Look this way!" "Over here!" I sighed in relief as my manger called me off the red carpet so I could start doing interviews. I kept the fake smile plastered on my face as I walked towards another group of cameras. " Hi and here we have Y/N L/N and who are you wearing tonight?" I heard the perky voice of NBC's head interviewer Maddie Reynolds ring in my ears before a microphone was shoved in my face. "Hello Maddie, tonight I am wearing a custom dress designed for me by Chanel." I responded keeping my tone light and the smile plastered on my face knowing that even a slip up could start a various number of rumors. "The dress looks amazing!" She responded. " I'm sure you're extremely happy that they've just announced you as an ambassador."
Here's the dress:
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I smile at her comment and thanked her. We talked for a bit more and then came the question I hated. "So any new guys? It's been almost two years since Dio and you broke up." She asked hopefully. "No" I responded coldly too coldly I quickly lightened my tone and continued "I prefer to focus on my music and my performances."
Once all the interviews were done I started to walk into the thick crowd of people at the venue. Thinking about how at every award show I attended, every time I'm interviewed they bring up Dio. Dio, my ex...
Flashback "Why did you embarrass me in public like that" I felt a rough slap to my face "You know the paparazzi are watching us at all times." He said while pushing me into the wall. Eventually he stopped and left the room. He went to go see Lucia the girl he was cheating on me with. I knew, I knew that for three months of our relationship he would go and see her. I should have ended it but I couldn't bring myself to do so. He was my first real boyfriend. A pretty sucky one at that. End of Flashback
He broke up with me in July of 2015, it broke me, I went through so much to be with him and at the end of the day I loved him. People knew about the abuse there were videos of him pushing me in public and there was pictures with bruises all over my body. After he broke up with me he practically ripped me to shreds on the internet. I wonder how he's even still popular in the industry, nominated for numerous awards tonight, but I guess people just never cancel the people who deserve it. I walk quickly towards my two best friends. Kiaria, one of the most popular female pop stars in the world. She's gorgeous and has boys all over her 100% of the time. She's constantly partying and clubbing, her reputation isn't the best but I love her so much. Then there is Leo, the first friend I ever made in the industry, we're at the same label. Our friendship is very complicated right now. To be honest I thought that Leo and I would get together at some point and we almost did. We hooked up multiple times before and after my relationship with Dio. Although I like to think people aren't aware of it we've kissed on and off the stage multiple times and one day I really thought he meant it. The next week it came out that he was dating Kiaria. People call us the Big 3 of the music industry and they know we travel together, they're like family to me.
"There she is!" Leo exclaimed. "How were the paps?"
"I got the usual questions what about you guys" I responded expecting the answer, there is a rumor flying around that Kiaria is pregnant. It's not true but the paparazzi will do anything to cause a fuss.
"They kept drilling me on if I was pregnant." Kiaria huffed "I nearly slapped one of them in the face." Kiaria was sick of the rumors. Trust me she loves attention but she can't stand when people say she's gaining weight but who can.
We continued talking, then seven boys I did not recognize walked in. I barley paid attention to them for second until my attention was drawn back to Kiaria.
"That's BTS" she said "That boyband from South Korea."
"oh" I gently said
"Awwww does someone miss their favorite band" Leo teased
He wasn't wrong I did miss my favorite band. One Direction, I got to perform with them before they broke up it was one of the best days of my life. Harry Styles and I have even had a few flings but we never went as far as a relationship. Somehow I don't regret that decision I truly value his friendship but I'll always have that small connection with him.
I pouted in response to his statement and then excused myself. I went to put my purse in my dressing room so I wouldn't lose another one. I quickly checked that everything was ready for the show and then left.
The minute I exit my room I hear someone calling my name.
"Y/N!"
I turned around and see Amethyst running towards me. Before I know it she's got he arms around me and I am wrapped in a massive hug. Yvonne follows behind her.
"I missed you so much Y/N" Amethyst said while squeezing me
"I missed you too babes." I practically choked out
"Ame, if you're not careful one day you're gonna suffocate her." She joked
"Hi Von" I greeted her
"We've got to go Amethyst." Yvonne said pulling the taller girl with her. I almost let out a giggle at the sight of it.
"Okay, fine, but Y/N later you have to hear all about my new boyfie." she squealed before running off with Yvonne.
I sighed as I could only imagine the detailed description I was soon going to get of Amethyst's love life. I slowly started to follow them back. I couldn't stop thinking about how well the tour was going so far. Social Butterfly was different than most of my albums I've released so far it was about partying and living life to the fullest while the rest were packed to the brim with emotion.
I was so lost in thought that I bumped right into somebody and ended up on the floor.
Chapter one is done. While writing this first chapter I realized how much fun I was going to have with this ff. I can't wait to write Chapter two and have it out asap.
