I got to class just as the bell rang. Thank the Lord I wasn't late. If I was late anymore I would get detention, and trust me if my dad found out I got detention he would kill me. I got into class and sat down. I usually sit at my own table because no one wants to sit next to me. I looked over and I realized I had no idea who it was.
"Good morning class. As you have noticed we have a new student today. This is Sarah."
"Hi" she spoke quietly and waved a little.
Class had just begun when Mr. Johnson turned around to the Smart Board® and wrote down the assignments for the day.
"Hi I'm Melissa" is said cheerfully, but quietly.
"And as you know I'm Sarah. My last name is Smith." she smiled at the mentioning of her name.
"I just love my name so much, I just love the way it sounds" she smiled.
"Do you want to sit with me and my friends at lunch?" I asked nicely
"That would be wonderful thank you."
We ended our conversation and went back to class. Mr. Johnson asked the class a question, he told us to pay attention but I pretty much trailed off into space.
" Ms. Black I suppose you can answer the question since I told you to pay attention and obviously you didn't." Mr. Johnson spoke and I came back down to earth.
"Could you repeat the question?" I asked
"What does enthusiasta mean in English?" He asked trying to sound cool.
"Ummm.....I'm pretty sure it means excited." Oh yeah I totally for got I was in Italian Class.
"Well now I know that you've been studying at home and not slacking off."
Class ended and before I left I told Mr. Johnson something.
"Oh and by the way you don't sound or look "cool" when you try to think that I'm wrong so don't even try" The look on his face was priceless, he just looked so shocked when I walked out of the room.
***Lunch Time....Yay***
I showed Sarah where we would be sitting and I showed them where my friends were and she sat down with them while I got my lunch. Harry was behind me in line, and I just had a flashback to when he. You know, kissed me.
"Hey I'm sorry about last night Melissa, it just felt right to do it in that very moment, you know wha-" I cut him off.
"No I don't know what you mean and just so you know that NEVER happened okay? Alright." I got my lunch and sat down with my friends and my new friend Sarah.
"Melissa....... are you alright." Sarah asked softly. I burst into tears and ran into the bathroom. I climbed into a stall, and looked through my purse.
"Fucking Jesus Christ, where is my blade." I searched through my purse until I found it. I locked the stall and began. I slit an opening more than three centimeters long. It hurt much I yelped a little. I heard footsteps walk into the bathroom. I lifted my feet up so you couldn't see them and I wouldn't be caught. The footsteps stopped at my stall. I breathed so quietly no one could hear it.
"Melissa come out of there right now!" I heard Charlotte call.
"No, this is my only way through life. No one loves me I have no friends. I don't know why you guys even bother to be my friend. What's the point of even living!" I slit another opening into my wrist. I hurt like fuck but I didn't care. I could hear Charlotte Morgan and Sarah screaming for me to come out but I refused to come out. I slit one after another blood all over the floors and my clothes until I cut to deep into my skin and everything was going black. The stall door burst open and the last thing I saw was Charlotte, the nurse and the populars. The populars were just standing there laughing when I finally passed out. The rest was a blur.
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Unwanted (One Direction Fan Fic)
ФанфикHi my name is Melissa. My life is terrible. I cut myself my father beats me and my mother died when I was 5. Now I'm 17 I have two friends Charlotte and Morgan. It's our senior year in high school and we have lots to do my life was just getting "bet...
