Tomboo High school AU?

My life as a streamer

Tommy's POV

Hey im Tom Simons call me Tommy instead, i like the name better. Im a 17 year old minecraft streamer I LOVE WOMEN. haha i hate my life i have a best friend named Tubbo, Tubs hes the best. I have other friends like Ranboob, Wilby Soot, Dream, Karl, Gogs and more.

I was kind of sick of staying at my house my mother would always yell at me and make fun of me because I was skinny. (mentions self harm kind of) Half the time to make myself feel alright id cut.... I know its a bad thing, but it helps. 

I decided i wanted to go to Wilburs for a couple months. Wilbur lived 4 miles away so i had to walk i had informed him about me coming over a bit ago. Wilbur was like my older brother, he knew about my life- like my mom he didnt know about the cuts though.

I knocked on the door and waited. A few seconds later he came rushing to the door "Ey Tom" he said opening the door "Hey Big man, how are you doing" i asked. He welcomed me in and told me i could go up to my room, if i wanted.

I went upstairs and jumped on the bed and got out my phone to go through twitter nothing interesting, i got an incoming call from Tubbo. "Hey Tubs!" i said "Hey bossman" he answerd. for a hour or something  me and him chatted. Untill Wibur called me from downstairs. "Tubbo i got to go." We got off call and i ran downstairs.

"Yes Wilby?" "You might have to go home" He said "what..?" "Im going to Florida, to see dream." He said. I just stood there. "I mean you can come, but i dont think you would want to." "I can come with you" i thought for a second... what about Tubbo. maybe. "Sure! ill come" "Really" he said "Go pack then"

I ran upstairs, first i had to text Tubbo. I opend discord. (A while later) i went downstairs. We are leaving tommorow so i had the time to pack and stuff. Wilbur was still packing. He got to see his boyfriend Dream, im happy for the man i dont believe in love though its stupid, they always leave or cheat or something. I had feelings for someone once but they rejected me and said "Hah why would i date a skinny freak like you". To be honest ive never told anyone this but im gay... i dont really love women.

I sat on the couch scrolling through twitter, maybe i should do a late night stream before i leave, i was only telling Tubbo about leaving to America i was scared of planes though. Yah i know babyish.  Maybe i should text boob boy (Ranboo)  Nah, ill do a late night stream. I went upstairs to the pc i had in my room and set up.

"WHATS UP BOYS, how is everyone today." chat kept spamming stuff like pog or poggers. "Tonight we will be doing a Q and A."

@yuiop226Innit: whats ur sexuality

i read it and it aloud and said "Moving on" chat was spamming stuff like sus

i ended the stream and went to bed, i got woke up by Wilby

"Tommy get up we have to go to the airport in an hour." 

I rolled over to my side to check my phone. I got up and decided to get dressed. 

What tommy was wearing:

I went downstairs and Wilbur had made pancakes, after we ate we put our stuff in the car and Wilbur drove us to the airport. Once we got there we had to wait 14 minutes untill the flight got here.

I read online if you listen to music while on a plane youll be more calm. The flight was about 6 hours long. Once we got to America Dream was waiting for us this was the first time i had seen dreams real face he had dirty blonde hair darkish green eyes and freckles.

We got to dreams house and i had put my stuff upstairs dream had 2 extra rooms, but wilbur would be sleeping with Dream in his room, i decided to take a walk outside.

There was a park like a block from the house and i saw a bench to sit at. I took out my phone to scroll through twitter. I was going to be alone the whole time here, i had no friends well dream and wilbur but- eh. I thought as i heard somebody say Tommyinnit, it was probably a fan so i didnt turn around untill i noticed the voice was oddly firmilar. I turned around to see who it was. "Ranboo?" i said "Tommy what are you doing here" he said "Well- that doesnt matter" I ran up to him and gave him a hug, he hugged backand i snuggled into his chest. I backed away to see Ranboo grinning even though he was still wearing the mask and glasses it was obvious "What" i said "Your short" he said.

For an hour we were catching up, sitting on the bench. "Ranboo were do you live" he pointed to a house down the road. "how long will you be staying" he asked, i shrugged. "Want to do a stream!" i asked looking at him "sure-" before he could finish i took his hand and we walked back to dreams house holding hands, ofc i didnt realize it untill we walked into the house "Wilby look who i found" "Hi Ranboo" Dream said. "ehem Tommy, why are you guys holding hands" Wilbur asked. I started blushing as i let go of his hand. Ranboo chuckled

"Shut it" i said as me and Ranboo went upstair, i unpacked a small amount of stuff not much. RAnboo sat on the bed as i set up the streaming stuff " WHATS UP BOYS!, today we have a special guest i said looking where the camera wasnt pointing. CHat was spaming stuff like "its tubbo" "its jack".  "Nope chat" i said as, Ranboo walked into the camera. "im in america" i said 

2 hours have passed and we ended the stream. "its only 7:30" i said looking at Ranboo, he looked back. "well?" "well- im bored" Me and him just looked into eachothers eyes, i looked away as felt a blush creep on my face. Ranboo just smilled and i looked at him and smiled back. i stood up and went over to my closet to a suitcase it was almost like he was reading my mind because i was looking for something and i couldnt find it. He came over to me and took his hoodie off and gave it to me. "How did you figure i needed a hoodie" i said blushing while putting it on "its obvious Strawberry" he said as he put the hood over my head. I coverd my face and playfully i punched him, he picked me up "AH! put me down!?" i said as he put me down. 

About an hour later, he left and i went to bed i still had his hoodie though. i smiled at the thought "wait do i l-like RANBOO" i whisperd to myself as i coverd my face. "no wait- Tubbo and RAnboo are dating, right. No that wa rp" i started overthinking about it. i sat up and started crying "what if I do like RAnboo he could be playin me or something..." i got up and ran into the bathroom i was having a panic attack, the only thing that could calm me down was cutting i rolled up my sleves and every cut 1 by one 

"1 for liking Ranboo"

 "2 for bing skinny"

 "3 for being a mistake"

Next thing i know is i have a bunch of cuts on my arm and blood is going down my arm, i clean the cuts anad bandge them up. I had was startting school tommorrow so i decided to sleep.

-------------------------------- To be continued

i would have uploaded this a while ago but i got busy and yah also sorry for not uploading on my other stories forgive me guys ive been busy