short things i write

I feel...

I feel empty inside but not fully

I mean it's not i like i don't have

Friends but i'm not sure if there

Real or if they just feel bad for

Me

I feel like i could be something

But i'm nothing not because i

Don't want to be something its

Because i just cant be something

I don't know how to be something

I don't know if i even want to be

Something

How am i supposed to know if i

Don't know what it's like to be

Something special

I wonder if i could ever be

Something i decided on not wanting

To be something but at the same

Time i'm not sure if that was a good

Decision 

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