Jakexdevon

(part 1)

Jake had gotten on the school bus to make it to another endless feeling of death that they called school and today had been no different from
Any other day. he had contoured. but it really had been different...because as soon as he got on the bus he had managed to spot out Devon as he was often able to do since he was so different from the other kids.he had this sort of shine to him that always made him stand out. Devons back was pressing up against the window and he had been holding some kind of a magazine up to his face focusing endlessly on it as he sat all alone.

why hadn't jr been sitting next to him today? He always sits next to him Maybe he was late today or decided to get to force his parents to drive him or it was even a possibility that he hadn't been feeling good and decided not to come.

jake shock the lingering thoughts out of his head because whatever the reason had been it didn't matter the only thing that mattered was the idea of him finally being able to talk to Devon like he always wanted to.

jake made his way down the crumped long hallway of the school bus managing to some how hit his sides on each and every seat that he had passed as his hands filled up with sweat hot seeping sweat.it had run from his palms to the tips of his fingers and dropped to the floor once it hit the end. the stinging dripping down his sides making his shirt glue to his skin as he pulled with all his effort to get the shirt to just stop sticking like it was a letch latching on to every part of his body it just wouldn't butch. Jake let out a sigh and let his hands drop to his side slowly trying to wipe them across his pants to make them a little less wet he  tryed to be as unnoticeable as he possibly could.jake had always gotten like this even when he was little. the idea that everyone had been staring at him and most of the time they all had been.there dead cold eyes locked on to the point even his brain was tingling at the feeling of all the eyes staring.

jake managed to make his way to the seat directly behind devon.a small smiled crepped out as he glanced over at him. he really hadn't ment to smile he couldn't help it tho the bright yellowness from the sun shined perfectly across his smooth skin his eyes just growling with determination the lighter it had got the more his eyes shined with hazel.and that smile the way his lips had just been glanced perfectly above his bottom lip and how the sides of his mouths peeked  out to reach farther from both his bottom and top lips. his face so round that there was no way you would ever be able to spot a cerve no matter how close you got up to his face.and how his nose fit so perfectly in the middle of his face not to small not to big just right. of course it was just right everything about devon was just right.from the first day he had met him all he could do was think of him.devon ran this astonishing podcast it's all about the horror history of the town.and as soon as jake listened to it he had fallen in love how could he not.the sound of his grispy high pitch voice rumbling on and on for hours about the thing he loved to talk about most but not only that the thing that jake had also loved most horror Jake loved things like that history story's creepy things. he  learned so much everytime he had listened to devon and oh how he wish he could tell him. Devon your shows so bazar but in a good way! the thing you talked about last week had just been the coolest..I just fell in love with you aHaha I mean it..the podcast from the moment I had heard you speak.he would be able to go on and on for hours about how it made him feel less alone but of course he was unable to do something like that.that would probably make devon feel uncomfortable and that's the last thing that jake had wanted to do he could never let him find out that he had listened to his podcast Devon would probably think so badly about Jake.

He gripped on to his senses and quickly looked away since he realized he had probably been staring for to long of course he had been staring for to long. Jake needed to come up with something he could say to Devon. was hi to casual? maybe a hey would do but what if devon didn't like when people had greeted him with a hey..no he couldn't think like that jr did it all the times and he seemed to be completely fine with it.

I mean jr and devon hadn't been the closest of friends but they did talk to each other and that was just enough to make jake mad.jake hated jr he had always found a way to get on his nerves whether it was bringing up about the fact he was gay or just simply talking about an embarrassing thing that he had done at jr birthday party when they where little kids.

that didn't matter right now tho jr wasn't here today so it was all going be okay he leanded over the seat so he had been closer to devon "he-" it was jr? Jr had just came and sat beside him it had to be the exact moment he had finally got something to come out of his sore stupid mouth.

"Whats up dude"jr blurted out before  giving him a simple fist bump and then turningn to face the front.

Jake buried himself back in to his seat growling quietly in frustration "why couldn't I have spoken sooner" he mubbed angrily to himself.
he stayed quiet for the rest of the bus ride and didn't move in inch until they all arrived at school.

He was right this day had been different but definitely not in a good way tho.