Xiaoven angst REWRITING

Oooooo

Xiao
um so, Ventis yelling at me. "Yeah, uh-" he interrupted Me again. "Xiao, ur so dumb, come here." oh. He kissed me.

Venti
he's so cuteee.
shut the fuck up venti.
I knew I shouldn't have come here a bit drunk.
"Um, sorry Xiao, please forgive me.." I mean, he seems to have already forgiven me. Buttt a few pleas won't hurt.
"It's fine, please don't do it again, I depend on you venti." I smiled, satisfied with our little reunion. "How are u forgiving me this easily, desperate ass." I said, not loud enough for him to hear. "Hm?" "Nothing Xiao!"
Xiao
Now where are you sleeping tonight, if you come to mondstat with me I can give you a comfortable bed, how does that sound?" He looked at me so, kindly? He put his hand on my chest and gave me a look, a soft one. I nodded in reply, even though I didn't want to. I didn't really want to be near him but at the same time I just wanted him to hold me. How silly, forgiving him so easily like this... I haven't forgiven him. I just don't want him to get fed up with me and leave permanently.

We were back in mondstat, but he didn't take me to the city. Instead he took me a location I wasn't aware existed until now. We entered a suspicious building full of men and wine. The worst combo. The people here seemed to know him, not shocking. Of course these are the people venti would associate with. He grabbed a bottle labeled something something, whisky, from a chubby looking man and they winked at each other. He gripped my hand and pulled me upstairs, into a small room with a tiny bed. I won't lie, the room looked quite nice. But this is so strange, what is this building and who are these people. "Want some?" Venti asked me, opening the bottle. "I don't drink, Ven." "Come onnnn just a little, I swear it's not poison." "No." He seemed to get a little annoyed, his expression dulled and his eyebrows furrowed a bit, he took a swig of the bottle and walked towards me. "Just a sip?" I shook my head and backed away a bit, but he got closer. He sighed and kissed my forehead. I hate him sometimes. He can be, different when he's drunk. He's too, forceful. I thought we were done but I guess not, he opened my mouth and tried to kiss me. I pulled back and crawled into the tiny bed. He looked disappointed but not yet defeated. "Ven, can we just sleep? Don't drink that whole bottle." He looked me dead in eyes, you would think he hated me with the way he was looking at me and began to drink the whole bottle. Fuck him. Don't date men. I hid under the fluffy covers but he curled up with me, I moved as far from him as possible, but he held me. I slapped him away and swiftly got out of bed. "Venti what the fuck!? You have no self control and you're a shitty boyfriend, I don't feel safe here I want to go back to liyue!" Its no use, he's drunk, he's not gonna listen. He got out of bed, and walked towards me and kissed my again, slowly. "I'm sorry Xiao I didn't mean to force you or any of upset you I-" I cut him off, "Shut up, you drank the whole bottle and looked me in the eye the entire time, you know I hate it when you drink." "I do, that's why I did it, I don't know it's stupid and I won't do it again I swear please listen Xiao I really love you!" liar. He held me again, I didn't wanna stop him though. He's warm, the airs cold, and I'm a dumbass.

I ended up staying with him that night.

I woke up, laying on venti. He was awake though. "Morning Venti." I said. I don't think he heard me though, he so I sank back into the covers and let myself rest for some more time.