The poll Wilburxreader

Chapter 1-streaming

A/n~AGH I did it first chapter!

TW:cursing, talk of panic attacks
~~~~~~~~~~y/n POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"What the hell man I thought we where friends!!"I said to my cousin, who just pushed me into the void.

"We are, but I wanted those diamond"
"You are a thirsty gremlin you turd" I said to my LoVeLy cousin

"I AM NOT THIRSTY!!, I am gremlin though, and you stole my m&ms so you deserve it"

My streams are getting more and more chaotic every time they join.

Me and Ranboo, are cousin. where basically best friends at this point, which is quite sad as I am 24 and he is 18. When we where younger we hated each other, because I stole his m&ms, but I gave him a new bag which was twice the size of the last one momboo was NOT happy

Ranboo has only introduced me to one of his friends, tubbo, because it was his best friend. They don't want me to meet there friends that are my age because they believe they will "steal me from him". I don't think anyone could take me away from ranboo.

TW:talk of panic attacks

When we where 16 and 10 he helped me through a panic attack. I thought I was being forced to move the country again because of my parents, I didn't want to leave ranboo alone again, he helped me through it and talked to both our parents about the situation. We ended up moving an hour away from ranboo but I was almost to the age of driving so I was okay.

"Okay okay I'm sorry about the m&ms but I did get you a big bag of them sooooo" I say dragging out the 'o'
"Yeah thank you for that" he said as he added a chuckle in the end

~~Times skip cause I'm lazy~~

Ranboo had to go to bed because of the time difference so I thought maybe I'll end here for now so I started to say "OKAY EVERYONE! This is where we end stream for now I love you all an-" but I was interrupted by someone singing what I presume is there own original song

"My keyboards like my heart, it shines in rgb and it's fool of blood"

I have never heard this song before but it seems so lovely, it's quite calming, it's- coming through the walls?

"I don't know what is wrong with me but I'm scarred, pissed off, and lonely."

My chat was spamming 'mystery music man' which made me giggle

"Alright chat" I whisper softly into my mic "where going to end here I love you all and don't forget to try and eat and definitely drink some water bye my butterfly's get some sleep!"

And with that I ended my stream it was about 2 hours long which is a bit longer than normal. The 'mystery music man' was still singing but a new song that went kind of like

"Wasting your time, your wasting mine"

"I hate to see you leaving, fate worse than dying"

"Your city gave me asthma, so that's why I'm fucking leaving"

This song seemed more sad but there voice made it so calm, I understand what they mean now, that something so sad can also be the only thing to calm you down

"Your water gave me cancer, and the pavement hurt my feelings"

"Shout at the walls, because the walls don't fucking love you"

"Shout at the walls, because the walls don't fucking love you"

"There's a reason, London puts barriers on the tube line"

"There's a reason that London put barriers on the rails"

Oh, I feel like I need to give this person a hug. There song has such a deep meaning that most people wouldn't understand...

I should probably take a shower I need to go to the shops and I feel nasty from sitting at my desk all evening

Time skip I'm not describing the shower     .     

Once I finished my shower I got dressed into a mustered sweater with black jeans,a beanie and my dark green converse high tops

I only needed a few things from the shop like lettuce, cheese, cat food and F/f!

When I arrived at the shops I did my usual shopping but I saw a tall man around my age I believe, he was wearing the same thing as me but different shoes. I giggled to myself which caught his attention. I quickly turned away in embarrassment and decided i better pay and leave because I had been caught staring at this person, I paid for my items and bagged them as quickly as I could the blush slightly stinging my face.

'He probably thought I was weird for staring!' scratch that he definitely did.

??? POV

I had been in my apartment messing around with my guitar when I remembered I needed to go to the shops, I needed some food for when my friend Would get here next week.

When I got to the shops I saw a person who looked about my age but MUCH shorter, what caught my attention was they where wearing the same thing as me but different sneakers. I looked away before they could see me starring, I heard them giggle and became flush, did they know I was starring? did they see me trip earlier?!?

Oh no so many possibilities. They seemed to see me looking at them blankly and a small flush started to rise on there face, they sped walked away. I tried to get to them but there where to many people and they had already left. I hope I see them again they where really cute, wait ??? Don't think that you don't even know there name! I'm just going to go home I've got work to do.

A/n-AGH I FINISHED A CHAPTER!! I did this on the bus while listening to Wilbur and lovejoys music I hope you like this chapter! I'm writing the second one now. Go drink some water and try to eat bye, get some sleep butterfly! Yes I say this in real life don't judge me.

Update: I'm fixing some of the cringe and horrible spelling. It's been like a year since I've done anything to this story. If I feel motivated I might make new chapters