because of her // benny rodriguez x y/n //

part 6

Y/N POV:
i started getting very bored watching the boys play baseball and my phone was on 14% so i couldnt do much, it was only 11:43 am there was still a long day left. " IM GOING HOME " i yelled loud enough so that all the boys could hear me

Benny POV:
" IM GOING HOME" i heard y/n yell, " hold up guys ill be right back" i told the boys. i ran up to y/n " hey amore whats wrong ?" i asked in a worried voice " im okay its just its boring and im hungry. and no you do not have to buy me food i can make mac and cheese" she said " oh okay amore text or call me if you need anything" she nodded and started walking away. man im lucky

Y/N POV:
i got home and charged my phone, i decided to do my makeup even though i wasn't gonna go anywhere. i just put eye liner, blush, mascara,fake lashes on. i took a few pictures and posted them on instagram, i also made a vid and posted it on tiktok. i just left the makeup on. but i got really really hot outside i just thought the boys would go swimming or something but i didn't really care. " Y/N IM HOME" i heard scotty yell. i walk out of my room to go talk to him but i see all the boys in my living room " whats up n/n" squints said. " you dont get to call me that" i said to squints with an attitude " well we'll well y/n putting on makeup to try to look pretty? you could never look pretty, your ugly. you will never be pretty like wendy" ham stated. tears rolled down my cheek ruining my makeup. but he was right i will never be pretty as wendy. i go back to my room crying, i slammed my door

Benny POV:
ham yelled at y/n again i felt bad for her because every time ham saw her he would always bring her down. she didnt deserve that. it was silent until i spoke up and said " ham what the fuck is wrong with you, every time she sees you, you yell at her. or try to bring her down in some type of way. she doesn't deserve it, why are you doing this? is it because she took me away from you for one day? it was literally one day, one day doesnt doing anything. she try's her best to act nice to you. stop treating her like this or i fucking beat you up" they all stayed quiet. i walk to y/n's room and hear her crying. i open her door and she her crying in her mirror. " hey amore, what he said was wrong. everything he wasn't true. you are beautiful, more pretty than wendy. you don't need makeup to be pretty. you are beautiful with or without makeup" i said softly to her " thank you mi amore that means a lot to me" she said with a smile. when she gets up from her desk i see her wrist covered with fresh scars. " hey amore are you cutting yourself??" i asked in a worried tone. she took a deep breath and said " well yes, but i promise im trying to stop". i felt so bad for her. i had no idea that she was going through this. i hugged her and said " im so sorry amore. you can talk to me if you want. it doesnt have to be now but just know that i will always be here whenever you need to talk "i whispered in her ear. i saw her smile into my chest, " sorry to ruin the moment but can yall please come back ham wants to talk" i hear smalls say. we pulled away from the hug and i see y/n giggling and i smile. shes the best i couldnt ask for more

Y/N POV:
me, benny, and smalls walk outside to the living room, i got a little bit scared so i grabbed bennys hand and interlocked fingers with him. i saw that he blushed and smiled. we got to the living room and ham stood up and said " y/n im so sorry for how i treated you, i shouldn't have said those things that i said. i didnt realize how those words could effect you, friends again?" i gave in " okay sure but i swear if you fuck things up again you will regret it" i say. " ready to play some ball" yeahyeah asked i shaked my head no while all the boys said yes. " actually guys ima stay with y/n im kinda tired to" benny said " ooooo" they all said in unison before  leaving the house.

Benny POV:
i smile at y/n and say " movie? pleaseee" she laughed and said " sureee benny boyyy" mocking me. we went back to her room and watched " Vampire Diaries " cuddling of course. i look down at her head on my chest and smile. i was gonna say i love you because i do. i really love her. " i love you " i whisper to her , i saw her blush then she said " i love you more" that made me get butterflys in my stomach. god shes perfect. then we fell asleep. 4:00pm——-> I woke up and it was 4 pm i saw her still sleeping on my chest so i just decided to leave her alone and not wake her up. i went on my phone and took a pic of her and posted it with the caption *my girl is the best😻* i felt her moved off my chest and i got sad. she turned facing the wall laying on her stomach. I felt sad but i know its normal for girls to do that while on their period. my sister does that shes 16. I got up to use the bathroom --> 5 mins later.

I came back to her room and saw her awake '' hi love I'm sorry did I wake you up" I asked '' no you didn't' she said softly. I wanna to take her to watch the sunset and the night stars. the sun was about to go down so I said '' get changed I'm taking you out'' '' where we going? just change back into what I was wearing earlier?'' she asked. I nodded my head and left the room so she could change. she came out and I was planing to go get boba with her cause that's her favorite drink. '' lets go amore" I said. she nodded and we left her house

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11/15/21