Introduction: A Different View

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Hi

I'm Lilith. Or I was...

They say a person can change with extreme circumstances and torment.

I would like to say that change happened when  I used to work. 

While some changes are good, this one scarred me and put me under so much stress...I changed who I was to please someone who was temporary.

While this book may seem like a interesting "story" intertwined with my memories and my mind, this book is not a joy to read.

I have learned a lot and wrote this book with the help of security cameras and interviews. It will not always be written from my point of view, but It is my emotions.

I tried to make this book as lovely to read as trauma is to talk about. Keep your mind above the grey clouds of my past, while you read my story now.

This book is a cry for help from my inner mind, one that I let go years ago and can't find.

Not a physical cry either. I don't show emotion. Not anymore.

I wish I could go back and warn myself not to get over attached, 

I wish I could go back and tell myself to not get too focused on the task.

I wish I could go back and tell myself to take care of myself and not over think the stress. 

I wish I could go back and see the red flags they put right in front of me.

Of course, I was blinded by a temporary power.

I wish I could... 

Read the next pages of this book with caution and hold your heart for me. No sympathy or empathy is needed, as the past is the past.

Take care good reader. Stay strong and see the bloody red flags ahead that I failed to.

Signed

Ryland E.

(From Finna and Tyler too!)

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