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{Haise Sasaki} Memories

You and Haise had started fighting again. You couldn't quit questioning about what he was doing at his work. Haise never tells you, even when he comes home bloody faced, he ignores your questions and makes dinner.

Tears were streaming down your face as you slammed the door to your bedroom, not being able to say word to his reddened face.

"Where are you going?" Haise had yelled, but softened his voice.

You stuffed your face into the pillow on your bed, practically screaming.

Haise~ why are you hurting her~

"[Y/N], please come back, we can talk this through. Please... he's coming back, [Y/N]."

Haise rested his head on your bedroom door, his eyes were swelling up with tears; he needed you right now, it was the only way for him to calm down.

Don't ask for her help~ She doesn't need you, Haise~

"Shut up!" Haise banged his hands against his head as you rushed to his side, making sure that when you opened the door that he wouldn't fall back.

"Haise!" You pulled him into an embrace, rubbing his hair, "Calm down! Take deep breaths...ready?"

His grey eyes met your [e/c] eyes as his heart pace sped up.

[Y/N]~ She's mine, Haise~ Don't hurt her~

Haise nodded, "...Okay, deep breath..."

His breathing calmed down but his heart wouldn't stop racing.

Haise~ Let me have my body back~ Just this one time~ I need her, Haise~

"No... no, no, no, you can't. She's not yours!" Haise collasped against the ground and you followed him, making sure he didn't bang his head against anything, "[Y/N], I don't feel well."

You nodded and rested his head against your chest, humming a comforting tune.

Haise's breathing had settled down and you decided to ask him a question, and in your most calm voice you did, "Say Haise, do you know who the voice in your head is?"

He looked up to you, his eyes all puffy from crying, "It is just a voice... I have no clue..."

Haise, you dumbass~ You're saying that so she doesn't find out that it's me~

"Just a voice?" You tilted your head to the side, rubbing his cheek in a slow motion, "Maybe it's a side effect you get when your memory erased?"

Haise's pupils shrunk, "M-Memory erased?"

"I thought thats what happened? I'm so sorry..."

She doesn't deserve to be sorry to you~ You ruined her life, Haise~

"No, it's fine, I was just in a bad accident before this all."

Quit lying to yourself, quit lying to her~

"[Y/N], actually... I need to tell you something..."

"What is it?"

"You're right, about my memory bejng erased... I'm sorry," He had started crying again, sitting up and holding your hands in his, "The voice inside my head is my past self... he- we are ghouls, but a rare half-ghoul... I just wanted to protect you from him... from Kaneki Ken..."

"Kaneki... Ken?" You knew you heard that name before, but from where?

Go ahead, Haise tell her our secret~

Tears were pouring out of his eyes, "[Y/N], I'm so sorry... I'm so sorry for... erasing your memories..."

Good boy~