I bare it so they don't have to

May we meet again

The walk back to Arcadia the worst 9 hours of her life. Clarke looked at the ground the entire time she couldn't bare to look at anyone, all they reminded her of was what happened in mount weather that day.

On the other hand, Bellamy was only looking at Clarke the entire walk. It hurt him to see her like this, she was terrified. "Why did I let her pull that lever. I could have done it myself!" He tried to whisper to himself but Clarke over heard.

"Because you know I wouldn't have let you, just like you didn't let me do it alone." That was the first time she spoke in hours. Yet she still didn't look up.

"Clarke I hate seeing you like this. It's like you've lost all hope in yourself." Now he was almost crying just thinking about what she must be feeling.

9 hours later they where finally back at camp.

They where about to walk into the gate when Clarke stopped. "Bellamy."

"Clarke?"

"I'm sorry I can't do it. I can't walk into that camp after what I just did."

"What we just did Clarke you aren't alone."

"No Bellamy I am. I'm sorry I have to leave. There is no way I can walk in there I have to go. Sorry bell."

"Then I'm coming with you!"

"No!" Tears started streaming down her face as she hugged him. "They need you bell. You are a leader. Your sister needs you. Jasper, Raven, Monty, Harper, everyone needs you."

"No Clarke I can't do this without you." Tears now streaming down his face, as he tried to speak he heard her say...

"I bare it so they don't have to. Bell, may we meet again."

Then she was gone. He didn't know what to say. Clarke is the one person who has always had his back and now she is gone. What is he gonna do without his princess.

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I'm sorry I feel like I repeated a lot of words in this chapter. I would just like to say I am definitely not a writer as you should be able to tell. :)