One day after my suicide"The day after my suicide, I loved my mother even more, when I saw her crying on the floor of my room, embracing my clothes with my pictures scattered around her, I saw so much love beyond the tears in her eyes.
The day after my suicide, I felt how much my father loved me, no matter how hard, in the midst of this great sadness, he spoke to me with tears in his eyes about how proud he was of me and how much he loved me.
The day after my suicide. i felt how much my bother loved me, when I saw my little brother Every time he came home, he would run to the door excited to see me, seeing that I wasn't there, he would lie in front of my door and keep waiting for me to walk out and play with him.
The day after my suicide. I felt my sister love when I saw her sitting in her room with tears in her eyes. I remembered the times we played, talked and argued together in our beautiful childhood. processing moments.
The day after my suicide. I felt how important my best friend was. They were looking at all of our pictures together... remembering the laughs we shared.
The day after my suicide. I felt sad for my teachers. They blamed themselves for noticing it.
At night I went to the morgue to find myself. I was sad. I looked at myself and said: "So many dreams we had," "So many loved ones," "So many people we're going to meet," "You had so many people who loved you, but you threw them all away?" You must have a lot of courage to end your life.Why didn't you use that courage to win? ""Thank God it was just a vision.to remember. You are still here and you can change your life forever. You are better than you think you are. The most beautiful, the smartest and the strongest never give up because you have a future waiting for you people to meet places to see. we love you<3
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the day after my suicide
Поэзияyou had a dream/thought you ending your life but remember how any people you would leave behind in pain missing you so much crying themselves to sleep.
