The Colleges Secret //dnf

Get Well Soon

Dream PoV

I was sitting in front of the infirmary.
Due to the accident, the assembly endet early.
I ran my sweaty hands through my hair.
Fuck.

All I could think about was George's shocked face, his wide opened eyes.
He looked at me like a dear in headlights. The fear painted in his face, as if someone took a brush and drew it.

His anxious scream, soon followed by a sound of pure pain

I squinted my eyes and pressed my hands on them aswell, hoping that it would delete those pictures.

My stomach hurted and my whole body was shaking.
I stood up.
I couldn't bear it to just sit there and do nothing.

Since the nurses didn't allow me to go to George, while they are looking after him, I walked the floor up and down.

This has been going on for two hours already.
Two ours of walking up and down, sitting on the uncomfortable wooden chair and the moment replaying in my head, just like a broken disk that repeatedly plays one part of the movie.

I sat down again. My eyes shut and my hands buried in my hair.

What if he is hurt very badly? What if it will have a life lasting impact on his body?

Luckily, I saw the chest before it fell on him.
I was able to push him away, so that it couldn't hit his lovely head.
He would be dead right now.
Dead.

Only the thought of it made me shiver and I felt like I had vomit.

I leaned back and faced the ceiling.
It replayed in my head again.

I pulled George closer to me. His head layed on my lap and his terrified eyes looked in mine.

His fearfull scream turned into straight pain, as the chest landed on his hip.
That sound was filled with more pain than everything I have ever heard.

More painful than Sapnaps scream as a baseball hit is face, more painful than my scream, when I fell out of the window as a kid and broke my leg, more painful than Karl's scream when he fell down the stairs.

I felt the warmth of my tears on my red cheeks.
But I didn't care.
I didn't care, if someone would see me like this right now.
All I could think about was my boyfriend, who lays hurt in the room behind me.
And I couldn't do anything to make him feel better

💚💙

"Hey Dream, you should probably go to bed. C'mon if  you want to, you can sleep in my room." Sapnaps voice woke me up

I looked around. It took me a moment to realise where I am and what happened.
I fell asleep on the uncomfortable chair.

Sapnap must have seen that I cried cause his face turned very worried, the moment he looked into my red eyes.
He put his hand on my shoulder and squatted down to me.

"Hey, everything will be alright. He will be fine" Sapnap said softly
"What if not. What if he is hurt too bad. What if he won't be able to walk anymore? Do you know how sad he would be?" I felt my eyes fill up with tears again

"I think you need some sleep"
"I slept, but you woke me up"
"That wasn't sleeping, come dude, let's go to bed"
"No, I have to be here for him"
"The nurses won't let you in today"
"but-"

He pulled me up and hold me in a strong embrace.
"No, I know that you don't care about anything but George right know. Especially not about yourself, but you know what? I do. I care and I will not let you cry, here in the hallway all alone, without any sleep"