She wakes up like she usually does being yelled at by her dad and alcoholic while her high mother stayed in the kitchen lighting another cigarette
she got ready, same clothes everyday, big hoodie and sweats to cover her bruises and cuts
She managed to dodge the beer bottle that was thrown at her just like everyday
How pathetic that girl was she was fat and overweight her nose was to big her hair was ugly no one liked her she was a outcast
Those were her thoughts as she looked at herself in the mirror
When she got to school she saw her friends they walked together to class but she felt like everyone was starring at her so she looked down
she didnt notice that her bully was infront of her
he pushed her to the floor
she got back up like she always did making sure not to cry
he called her a pig
fat ass
ugly hoe
but she stayed quiet
that's all she could do
She was depressed, suicidal, and anti social
she followed her friends around
they weren't really her friends
they didn't even like her
she was just some bitch who followed them around every day
only one girl actually liked her
she felt bad
she knew what she was going through but that friend got help
she didnt
she couldn't
her parents wouldn't allow it
they said she was fine
all they paid for was food beer and drugs
she got to class and sat down
it was wet and mushy
she sat on someones food
it was her bully
he laughed at her
called her names again
said she ate to much
but in reality
she didnt eat at all
she took medications that she was given by her doctor
she had seen him without her parents knowing
she payed for the check up herself
another day of school ending she walked home by herself
When she entered she was hit by her father
again
and again
and again
she ran to her room and cried her self to sleep
and then she the darkness took her
