You are my soul

Chapter 1 - Tokyo

April, 27 2021:

-Riiingggggggggggg-. The bell rang and I could feel myself pacing after having a test. I was anxious I was rushing to get to my second period. *CRASH!* I groaned in pain I noticed it was the boy in my second period I don't really know why he was going the opposite direction maybe he was distracted by the cherry blossom tree near the window, it had grew larger since last year I mean who wouldn't. I helped him with his books and silently rushed away from his view walking into the gym room, I was nervous knowing I wasn't good at P. E. and then I saw him walk into the locker room I ran away again thinking he might think i'm some weirdo who helped him with picking up some books . I wanted to be his friend but I overthought everything so maybe I would just be some burden towards him.. I knew that I couldn't be anyone's friend. I walked to the bleachers. I took my seat and pretended like I wasn't even there, maybe then the teacher wouldn't call on me. After all, I knew I would make a fool of myself 

"Hey!" I turned my head slowly and it was the boy I helped out earlier "I just wanted to thank you for helping me out" the boy smiled and all I could see was light he seemed to be always so happy , I wanted to speak but the words couldn't come out it's like someone was holding a cloth against my mouth.

 "hi" I did it, I finally spoke, but why? Whenever I talked to someone else I never seemed to be able to speak why?   

Ps: Were gonna time skip cause 

A: I was to lazy

B: I dont know I need to work harder on this book tbh ;-;