i took my headphones off as the plane started to land, i hoped that Tilly was as excited to see me as i was to see him. It had been way too long, months for that matter. After the little incident with him and Connor we hadn't seen eachother for a while. I shake the thought from my head, all of that's in the past now, I watch as the earth gets closer and closer as the plane descsends to the earth to land. "Descending destination, Los Angelas" The flight attendant says.
I look for my luggage and then scurry around trying to find Tyler, my eyes scanning everyong that walks within range in the airport. I see a mint green quiff and a pair of hipster glasses and a smile spreads across my face. I walk over to tyler hugging him in a warm embrace, its been so long since i have held him in my arms its good to finally feel at home again. I pull away and grin at him placing a small peck on his forehead as i see blush dance across his cheeks
"Tilly!" I say excitedly, not being able to contain my smile and excitement
"Troye Sivan!" Tyler says back just as excitedly, we hug again, and it lasts longer then a normal hug between two friends should last. "Lunch?" Tyler asks wiggling his eyebrows. I laugh "Yes" I say, he holds out his arm and I link mine with his, heading out the crowded airport of laughing and crying friends and family saying goodbye and hello, and I am truly greatful I am saying hello for the first time in months. "So...Where do you want to go?" Tyler asks me as we walk past someone talking in fluent German "Wherever, I'm just happy to be here" I say, Tyler smiles.
We end up just going to starbuccks due to the fact that i want to hurry and get my stuff to tylers place and get everything arranged how it should be. That and the fact that i just want to spend some quality time with Tyler without the eyes of peoples watching us curiously in public. I mean there obviously is nothing to hide the fact that me and Ty are both gay and definitely both interested in eachother
well i hope
I place my things in the spare bedroom for one of the first times sense I've met Tyler, but i don't mind because i understand that tyler is still uneasy about some of the events that occured in the past with us. I want Tyler to be able to be comfortable around me again and trust me but that doesn't mean im not allowed to miss the way things used to be.
I walk down the hall to the bathroom to pee when I notice my old toothbrush is sitting in a toothbrush holder next to Tylers from before the incident happened and before I left back to Australia, I always leave my toothbrushes behind and always forget to bring one. I remember me and Tyler went to walmart to pick one up, and he kept throwing pink girly ones at me and it made me laugh so hard for some reason, and he just kept throwing me girly one's so eventually I just decided to get one of the one's he thre at me. And now that pink tiger print toothbrush sitting next to his is making me want to cry, "Fuck" I curse under my breathe, quickly leaving the bathroom forgetting to pee. "TROYE WHAT TYPE OF SODA WOULD YOU LIKE?" Tyler shouts at me from the kitchen "FRUIT PUNCH" I yell back. I hear him laugh and I walk into the living room, sitting down as he walks in with a glass of fruit punch and diet coke "I'm surprised you have it" I say grabbing the glass of Fruit Punch from him and taking a sip, he sits down next to me grabbing the remote "Well when I heard you were coming over I had to buy some, I know it's your favorite" he says and the simple gesture makes my heart sink, I quickly glance over at Tyler while he choses what to watch on netflix. He's just as beautiful as eve- i mean no! stop it Troye dont think like that! I tell myself that things with me and Tyler could never work out considering all the pain i caused him just a few months ago and yet it seems so far away. I mean for gods sake i made him feel pain that i would never even dream of feeling. I bite my lip thinking about how awful i am for the things I've done but i know that Tyler and i have moves past that, but i cant help but think that Tilly might still be upst about it.
