𝘊𝘳𝘢𝘻𝘺 𝘰𝘣𝘴𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯.

The start of my music career.

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TC'S diary entry 1.

One of my friends told me writing here would ease my stress. I don't know about all of that but here I am doing what she said.

I don't even know what im suppose to write about in the first place, like is it suppose to be something very specific?

She said I could just treat this book like i
was talking to my therapist or something which by the way I do not have.

Whatever I guess I'll just say how I feel I mean that's what you usually do in journals or diaries right? It's so old fashioned but I mean my friend was at least very thoughtful.

anyway hi im tristan chen other wise known now as TC.

i just started out my music career and well..

To be honest I've been really frustrated and stressed out, I'm having all these built up emotions and mainly because I'm nervous..I will be meeting my fans for the first time face to face in real life and even talking with them and I'll also be signing autographs.

I've never did anything like this but this is all apart of the fame and success I've built after starting out my music career, at first I wasn't even sure it would even be successful but now that it is i have to mentally prepare myself to face this head on.

I don't wanna dissapoint my fans either, I just want to show a good first impression , meeting them for the very first time..what should I even talk about with them? I sure hope they can bring up topic conversations because..I'm not too good and starting conversations.

Honestly I have this big gut feeling that I might screw up, what's even worse is that after the meeting I have my very first concert and there's gonna be way more people there at my concert than the signing and meet and greet.

I just don't know how things will turn out but I have this feeling that I might just mess everything up and I really want the whole day to be a success I don't know..what else to even say at this point.

Wish me luck because I'll need all of it if I wanna get through the day successfully, first thing I've got is the signing , then the meet and greet, of course I'll have my big breaks here and there to prepare me for the concert which happens in a few hours after the signing and the meet and greet so I still have some time to prepare.

Well Im going to get going i need to get ready and meet with my fans very soon I bet their nervous just like me and even excited too.

My fans  must have been really waiting for this moment to come.

Alright..

If I have to write something here again I'll do so but until then I'll be really busy.

- TC