dear diary
I have one of those days again....where I feel so sad or depressed and feel like doing nothing but listen to sad music while laying in bed. and that's exactly what I'm doing right now. I mean my day was fine. a bit boring but it was okay. then I found out that the boy I like unfriended or blocked me on some platforms and for some reason it really gets to me. I was instantly very sad but like angry at the same time....is that even possible?
my love life isn't really existing at the moment....i was talking to this guy; but he made it pretty obvious he isn't into me. still i cant help but fantasies about a happy romantic future for me. a future where i wake up in the morning with my person beside me. a future where i get home and he stands there ready to hug and kiss me and asks me about my day. of course i would do the same with him.
a future where i cook us dinner in the evening and we eat dinner together. where we have surprise dates for each other. where we tease each other with these little things and laugh about it. someone who loves me for me. who wants to grow old together have kids and still be childish ourselves sometimes. I want a relationship where we are serious but still can be goofy.
yeah that was my chitchat for today
x good night.
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dear diary
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