What We Make it: BookIII

1.We Pissed On That Fuck N!gga Grave

* Fourteen Years Later*

J.Bonet POV

Life...life is good you know. I have a senior in high school with all A's and B's even if she cheats off kyky every now and then. My son is about to be 14 two days after the kids graduation and he alreadly talking about girls... my son,my son. Well My husband is doing great with his forgien car lots thats able to put vaeh through tennesse state university , and make sure that all the dirty money looks clean. You would think fourteen years and two kids later you would want to put that life down..but me... it still turns me on,It turns me on so much i started to perfect my craft for weed and other drugs, on the street and off. But legally I am Dr.Red Delroy, vetanariain and doctor of CBD and THC...you can learn a lot in california over the years.
Kash and I got married when vaeh was 7 and jivek was 2. We waited a moment to do so becuase, we wanted to see how vaeh would react to lossing august. Her first birthday with out him i would ask her what she wanted to do for it... she didnt want to do anything but go to his gave and talk with him.for a five year old she umm...handled it. It was coming up to christmas break and vaeh was in school for a few days i would be playing with vek and vaeh would be off to the side mumbling things. one day i heard her and clear as day she said "i wanna be with you daddy." so i talked to her about it and i got through but sadly not enough. She went back to school after thanksgiving break and they suggested i should homeschool her due to her sitting in the corners of every class crying, drawing pictures of her in the grave with her father and telling her teachers she wanted to go with her father. I wasnt aware that this has been going on all year until a friend of jevaehs told a teacher that vaeh was trynna cut herself with sicssors. They called kash me and kash for a meetign that afternoon and thats when they pulled out all the documuments of her over the school year...i didnt even know they started a paper trail on my baby. i went to asking question on why i didnt know they started this and they wouldnt tell me so i nutted the fuck up. Kash called Daddy sev and kay to tyr and had to get me from cursing and trynna fight the teachers for one not telling me whats going on with my child and for two, forcing her to participate instead of calling me and the counciler for a meeting but no, they kept the drawings and documentation from me becuase they wanted to take her away becuase she was a greaving fucking child. So i took my child to one of the best ranches that helps young children open up with their emotions and they diagnosed her with depression. when she came back from the ranch it was coming up to her seventh birthday and she wanted to see her "momo" and other cousins, so i called hanssan to see if he was going anytime soon which he was so she went with him and zihir. She stayed for about a month, which I didnt mind. she need some time away... it did her good. when she came back its like she was a brand new kid. Its like she had a sense of relief, which allowed kash to be there for her more. So after her seventh birthday she told kash that she wanted us to get married and that we did. When she turned 16 he bought her a damn porch and she called him dad. I wanted to melt becuase she always called him daddykash or kashew but from then on out its been dad. Going through the years with jevaeh lossing august, and becoming a big sister has been somthing to cherish. When i did have jivek vaeh clung to him like it was her baby, and through the years shes still the same way. She spoils him more than i do. i love their relationship...reminds me of me and rashad.
11 years with the love of my life has been great. we'er still in L.A with thug and kay up the street round the concer. however, we might be moving once vaeh goes to school.vaeh goes to school in tennesee and i dont want to be all the way over here and shes all the way over there but i aint saying im going to tennesse but i do like Atlanta. Kash said it dont matter where we go, "hes globale" blah blah blah bullshit. This man has been so suppotive in anything i want to do and picky. when i first wanted to pick up somthing else undr my belty her was all for it until it was more about drugs. HE wanted me to leave that life alone once we was five yeas in, but i couldnt do it...i can make my whole vet salary for year, in three days with drug money. He hated it at first but once he seen what ya girl can do he started to eat that shit up. Plus He handles the kids great even kalen and kyky. He taeks the time to be there when i dont have time. Kash is really the best thing to happen to me. Nie his mama on the other hand is a piece of work...we'll get into that later.
Nie my son Jivek kenan delroy is the most active 13 year old ive meet.and the lil nigga be getting the girls too. When i got prgnant with him he kept me on my feet. Its like i just had so much energy like the whole nine months. i think thats how i got another degree. that was the best pregnancy i went through. i wasnt sick i was able to keep my food down, i wasnt too mood swingy, i loved riding my husband til his eyes rolled out his head. Jivek is about to go to high school next school year and hes alreadly being noticed by schools for basketball, baseball, soccor, and he does cross country. I think he get that athletic shit from his dad cause in high school i was selling drugs and cleaning up after their grandfather from time to time, and vaeh did FCCLA and FBLA she was more of a popular nerd. Jivek and kristian well uno are best friends. uno will be 15 in april and vek will be 14 in may so each year they have been having partied together and this year we just going to surpise all the kids with a trip, ion know where yet but kash and thug planning the shit show.
Me and kay are still going strong with her fine ass. we dont have a trap together any more due to her wanting to simply get out the game and fouces on her house of beauty.I still have the same crew but taylor and buff moved back home to ohio. Me and kay have been closer these days and thats weird becuase shes usually under thug but latly its been me, her and the girls while kalen, uno, and vek are with each other or they all be with kash. i just hope my sister is happy in her marriage. shes apart of the reason i decied to marry kash, her and thug looks so stable and strong..and i want that.