Found the Forbidden.

01: Parameters

''-And give it your best'' Bang PD said to the mic he was holding with that sweet smile on his face.

All of us were standing on the stage with our hands behind our backs while PDnim talked, still processing what just happened. We just nodded our heads, looking very serious and confused. We listened to each and every word PDnim said, letting them get ingrained into our heads. We can't forget those words. They are too important.

After PDnim finished talking and congratulated us one last time, I doubled over. Breath, I wanted to breathe and to keep on sleeping if this was a dream. I ran my hands through my hair, this was overwhelming. I looked at the remaining six on stage, they all had faces that expressed mixed emotions.

We finally got together in a tight hug. All of us standing around in a circle, holding onto each other. Confetti was flying around us and we were lost in our own world. This was not a dream. This was real. It really really happened. 

Happy tears started to roll out from my eyes.

''We did it. We finally did it...'' I looked at others and I closed my eyes, enjoying the warm embrace of my newfound family.

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One year and 2 months...

That was about one year and two months ago. One year and two months passed by but it still feels strange and...odd. Like we haven't yet been molded into that one correct, perfect, last piece that is needed to complete the puzzle. We're still trying to process what's happening around us. We did reach our first goal so of course, we DO feel that sense of accomplishment, but the new world we saw after reaching that destination was, well let's just say we're still getting used to it.

By what our sunbaenims told us and what we heard from other idols, 'debut' is that first massive goal that every trainee strives to achieve. And debut was the name of the said destination that we arrived at one year and two months ago.

After spending a considerably long time in I LAND, the program that made it all possible, I was finally recognized as 'Idol Park Sunghoon of Enhypen, BE: LIFT, HYBE Labels'. Not gonna lie, I'm proud as ef about that pretty description of mine. Now I ain't just a figure skater....now I'm an Idol. It's a big deal ya know. So I gotto live up to that title. I remember my mom said back then that now we have to live in such a way where other people can consider us their role models, their idols. And trust me, living up to that title is hard. Like.....VERY hard. The standards are sky-high. And the limits and restrictions we have- ....To be honest, the company isn't that hard on us cuz we're still minors. Nevertheless, there are boundaries that we should remain within and stuff that we should sacrifice to achieve greater things while traveling along this path we chose. I'm actually okay with all of this stuff. I just hope that I won't get the need to go beyond these parameters that are already set out for me. I don't crave unnecessary attention yet. Introverted stuff ya know. I actually really like my introverted self. I know it ain't the ideal personality an artist should have but being an introvert is actually pretty cool and-

Ow...? did someone just hit me on my head?

''Ice prince. HellooOOOooOooO? JACK! FROST! Looking for Elsa?'' who the hell is screaming?

''Where you at? Enchanted forest? Wait...the hell? Stop staring at me person at least blink for god's sake...SUNGHOON!!''

Oh...Jay's talking to me.

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Sunghoon came back to his senses by the intense shoulder shaking of Jay. He finally looks at jay with regained focus (....well not that regained, but still, it was more than before) trying to figure out how Elsa came into the picture while grinning like an idiot. He's so in love with her. I mean, you can't blame the boy now, can you? Jay slapped the grin out of his face and bent a little, still holding sunghoon by his shoulders, to get a clear view of his face. Once he made sure that Sunghoon's head came down from the clouds to their time zone he closed his eyes and sighed, a hand over his heart.

''Seriously dude, you gotta have major life realignments on a number of levels...''Sunghoon looks at him with no emotion nodding.

Jay looks at him one last time, high key judging, before leaving, shaking his head, to find some other member to talk to.

The boys were currently in their practice room. Niki and sunoo were beside sunghoon, dancing to fever and occasionally sunoo teaching niki to do his flair more sassily. Sunghoon looked at them through the reflection on the mirror, trying to figure out why Niki has to be more sassy cuz his sassy is sassy enough.

Jake and heeseung Hyung were on the other side of him talking in Korean and English both. Heeseung Hyung was teaching how to do those weird microwave moves to Jake who is currently crying like a seagull. Or maybe laughing like a seagull. It didn't show that much of a difference to Sunghoon.

'I think he busted a lung',thought sunghoon seriously, but didn't try to do anything about it of course. He was too busy standing still.

Jay was now in front of sunghoon trying out new model poses. Sunghoon was the only one that was doing nothing, standing like a statue, unbothered by everything going around him.

While all the stuff that can be considered chaotic was happening, Jungwon came in. His eyes were focused on a paper. Everybody stopped what they were doing one by one and looked at Jungwon. Jay went to his side putting an arm around Jungwon's shoulders leaning in to look at what was in his hands.

"I got our schedule for today," said jungwon. "Looks like we have to train for 5 hours. But we're free after that it seems" he continued, eyes still focused on the small document, hands flipping through the number of papers attached to it.

Others nodded their heads, taking in the information jungwon was pouring. The boys adore their leader so much. Though he is the second youngest of the group, when he gets into his leader self, his aura changes into this commanding and demanding thingy that makes everybody wanna listen to him. Sunghoon appreciated the fact about jungwon so much. All the boys did.

'He's so gonna be like namjoon Hyung when he grows up', Sunghoon thought as he walked over to stand on his position.
The music started on Jungwon's signal and Sunghoon let his muscle memory take over his body moves.

Ok first chptr. Was it okay? I hope it was...Show this some love uall! It's ma first book. my introverted a$$ needs love. I love uaaaalllll. U don't hv to vote but hehehe....do vote. 

Byebyee~ take care~~ mwah mwah mwahh~~~