Here I was. A new day at the new city we moved into. Another boring and empty day. Today I'll go to my new school and I need to get to know my classmate and the teachers. I don't want to but my mum kinda forces me to go. So I think I should finally stand up after being in my bed, 10 minutes after my alarm went off. I put on my new school uniform and it looks boring and like shit. (The picture of how the school uniform look like for the girls and boys is up, I hope you know what I mean- x3) Why do I need to wear it? Why do I need to go to school and make friends? It's exhausting to pretend to be not emotionless. Well I need to go through it I think.
I went downstairs and just took my food that my mother prepared for me. My parents need to go to work very early in the morning so they aren't home. They work really long, until midnight but I think that's why we have so much money.
Luckily, the school wasn't very far away, only 10 minutes of walking. On my way to the school, I already saw some other students because we wear the same uniform. Because I didn't know exactly where the way was, I just followed them and after some minutes, I was finally there. My new school. New class. New lessons. New classmates. New teachers. But the old problems, acting like I'm happy and have feelings. I don't even know why I'm so emotionless but I just feel... empty. It's since I was born but I can live with it. But my mother wants me to act like I have feelings, so I don't end up being alone and so that I have friends.
Well let's go inside and search for the principal room. Luckily, even tho the school is big, the names from the rooms are standing over the doors on a sign. I knocked on the door.
Principal: "Come in"
I opened the door and came in and closed the door behind me. Time to put my mask on and to not act emotionless.
... : Hello Mr. Principal! I'm the new student! My name is ... . I wanted to ask where my classroom is!
Principal: Oh yes, ... . Your classroom is just upstairs, right above this room.
... : Alright, thank you so much! I'm gonna go now and get to know my new classmates! I'm so excited!
Well if that would be true. I'm actually not excited at all.
Principal: Wonderful! I'm sure you'll find friends very quickly! You seem very nice so you don't need to be nervous. Good luck and you can always come to me if there are any problems or questions.
He smiled. I smiled back and nodded. I went out of the Principal room. I hope my acting skills are enough to convince my new class, that I'm not emotionless. I mean with the Principal it worked very well so we will see.
I walked up stairs and went through the hallway. I found it, my new classroom, my new class. I really wish I don't need to do this, I hate to introduce myself but here we go.
Everyone is already inside their classrooms because the lesson already started, so maybe I should knock now, before I come too late and get in trouble. So I knocked on the door.
??? : "Come in!"
I opened the door and closed it behind me. The classroom is actually pretty. The students look fine. The teacher looks nice. I hope everything will work out.
??? : So class! That's your new classmate, her name is ... . My name is Mrs. Teacher . Do you want to introduce yourself?
I nodded and walked a bit forward, so I'm standing right in front of the class.
I started smiling.
... : My name is ... ! I'm 15/16 years old. It's nice to meet everyone! I hope we will be friends!
Everyone begins to whisper. I couldn't hear much but the things I heard was: "She looks so cute!" "She's so pretty!" "I wanna be friends with her!" "She seems so nice!"
Mrs. Teacher : Alright class, calm down! ... you can sit here.
She points on a seat. Sadly someone sits beside/next to the seat, I prefer to sit alone but well. I smiled and walked to the seat and sat down. The teacher looks to the person that sits next to me.
Mrs. Teacher : ... , you could show her the school after the lesson! Will you do that?
... : Alright!
Mrs. Teacher : Thank you, ... !
I looked to the person, that sits besides me. It's a girl, she smiles at me.
... : My name is ... ! Nice to meet you! After the class I'm gonna show you around don't worry!
I smiled back.
... : Awww that's so sweet! Thank you so much!
I would've preferred if I could explore the school on my own, but maybe this girl can give me some information about the school.
~Timeskip~
After the lesson, everyone, including the girl and me started to put our things in our bags, I got the books I need for school. After that she immediately took my hand and dragged me out of the classroom.
... : Alright I'm gonna show you around!
~After the super boring adventure/tour~
The school is bigger then I thought/expected. This girl showed me almost everything. The school has a little basement, you can go to the rooftop, it has a own kitchen and many rooms for club activities. The girl told me that the Principal sets high priorities, that every student is in a club, so I probably need to join a club very soon. I don't know how many clubs there are, but there is a bulletin board where are information about every club. But today I'm not in the mood anymore to look at it, I'm glad when the school day is over.
~Some boring lessons later~
Finally, it's over. The girl and me became friends, I got the books I needed for school, got to know some classmates and got to know some teachers. I just want to lay in my bed.
... : Hey ... ! Sadly school is over for today but we see each other tomorrow again! Here is my number btw!
... : Thank you so much! Sadly I need to go home really quick because I need to do something with my parents, see you tomorrow!
We waved at each other and I went away quickly. The further I was away at the school the glader/better I felt/my mood was. The school is pretty but I just wish I could meet a person that will take away my emptiness. But I kinda already gave up for searching for that person, I think this person doesn't exist.
After some minutes of walking I finally came home. I immediately went up to my room and put my bag on my chair and just let myself fall into my bed. Sadly I need to learn for school and try to do homework before I can sleep. I also need to eat because I didn't ate at school. I begin to ate the food I had in my bag and tried to learn for school. After finishing I changed my clothes, brushed my teeth and brushed my hair. I went to bed and closed my eyes and fell asleep very quick. Let's see what tomorrow will happen.
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Heyho I don't know what to say, hehe
But this was the first chapter, I want to see if someone is interested in this story so yea I hope like the story so far :3
Have a nice day~ <3
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The Savior From My Emptiness
Random⚠️TW Blood, violence⚠️ A school girl who justed moved away with her parents. That means new school, new people. But she isn't normal. She doesn't feel any emotions. Nobody knows why, but maybe it will change in her new school? Find it out! - the...
