Time goes on, day by day. I still think that one day, maybe you'll change. You do, for maybe a day, then you go back to being the jackass you really are. You blame things on me that you know damn well I'm not doing. You think you get away with things that I don't know about, and I find out way before you think. You blame your dirty deeds on me, trying to make me feel guilty about things I wouldn't even dream about doing. You claim that I'm the only one, and I know that's the biggest lie you've told, next to I love you. We've had good times, but mostly bad. You say and do things that I can't forgive you for. I sometimes think to myself if I regret ever saying yes to you, then again I don't regret it. I'm all honesty, it showed me what type of guys not to fall for. I gave you my heart, I let you in. All you can do is break it repeatedly, and make me suffer and you're having the best time going it. Sometimes you make me feel worthless, you push me to suicide and make me feel like I'm not worth it and I'll never be strong to leave. I don't see the point in staying with you, because of all the things you say and do, I guess I'm just not strong enough to let you go.
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What could have been
RandomAbusive relationship, not actions not physical, but words and mentally. She loves him, wants a lifetime with him. He's fine one minute and a different person that she didn't fall in love with, the next. She's beginning to think that he doesn't deser...
