Y/N POV Billie have been distant lately, i don't know why, she always say she's going out 'doing work' somtimes she would say she go at her 'friend' house, she doesn't give me much attention lately, when she came home or going out somewhere she doesn't even say i love u.
I'm the one who always says i love u, take care and i always say it with love in my voice, i always think she's cheating on me, i confront her that day and she says she wouldn't do that, so i trust her. But lately, i start to slowly losing the trust.
She keep saying that she's hanging out with this man MaTtHeW and i always saw her laughing and smiling at her phone, i really wanna know what she keep laughing and smiling at her phone.
I think she doesn't love me anymore, "*sigh* imma just go to sleep" i said to myself, it is 1:50 a.m. and billie is still not home yet and i'm tired.
~MORNING~ I just woke up and i look at my phone, it is 6:31 a.m. i get out of bed and do my morning routine, billie is still not home yet, yesterday she said she's hanging out with that guy, imma just drink apple juice and eat apple cuz i don't feel like eating that much.
I go upstairs and take shower, i change into new clothes and went downstairs to watch a tv. The day goes by and i heard billie's car parked in the garage, the door knob turn revealing billie with so much hickies on her neck and her hair is messy her shirt is messy.
She looked at me and roll her eyes then she went upstairs probably taking a shower, i feel tears drop down to my cheeks, how could she, after all this 4 years i treat her like a complete queen i give her all i have and all she want but this is how she returned it to me.
She promised me that she will be by my side til the day she die and she also said that she want a family with me and wanted to marry me one day, but i guess that all the thing she said is not true, my heart completely shattered after i see her like that.
I snapped out of my thoughts and got up from the couch, i go upstairs and walk in our room, i see her on the bed, she look fresh after taking a shower, she look up from her phone and look at me with a blank face, no emotion at all.
She look at me then look at her phone again smiling really wide, i go sit on the end of the bed and said "why didn't u come back home last night" "why does it even matter to u, i'm bored so i have a sleep over with matthew" she said it sarcasticly "oh so u said that i'm bored" i said "What the fuck! Did i say u're bored, i did not say that i said I'M BORED" She said.
"I KNOW UR CHEATING ON ME JUST ADMIT IT BILLIE" i shout "THE FUCK U MEAN I CHEATED I NEVER CHEAT ON U, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH U Y/N!" She shout back "IF U DID NOT CHEAT THEN WHY DID U CAME BACK HOME WITH SO MUCH HICKIES ON YOUR NECK HUH!" I screamed.
She didn't answer "ANSWER ME, WHY IS THERE SO MUCH HICKIES ON UR NECK!" I yell again but she still didn't answer "ANSWER ME BILLIE!!" I scream from the top of my lung i could feel i voice cracked. She STILL didn't answer "I SAID ANSWE-" "YES Y/N YES, YES I CHEATED ON U IS THAT ALL U WANT TO KNOW I COULD SAY MORE" she yell "IF U WANT TO KNOW MORE OK I'LL TELL U EVERYTHING, I CHEATED WITH HIM, WE FUCKED, WE KISS AND WE CUDDLE EACH OTHER IS THAT ALL U WANT HUHHH!!". She added
Tears stream down to my face, i stand up from the bed and walk to the closet i got our my suitcases and put all my clothes in it, after i put everything in the suitcases i zipped it and grab the handle "goodbye billie, i hope u're happy with him" i say sadly and got out of the bedroom i got downstairs and look inside the house one more time before i'm gonna go.
After take a look at it all i got out of the house and look at the house, i already order the uber and it is here, i got in the uber and look out the window "*sigh* goodbye" i whisper while tears still stream down my cheeks.
~6 YEARS LATER~ I was scrolling through insta and saw this
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