why cant I be a boy?! (GIYUU TOMIOKA)

CHAPTER 1

(Hello there readers I'm sorry that I might not be able to update really fast but I'll try)

No ones pov:

Giyuu was dragged by her mom.
Giyuu was excited since it's her birthday today and she wonders what she would get for her birthday
But she did not expect this....

Giyuu's pov:

It was my birthday today! I wonder what kind would get!
As my mom grabbed me by my arm I was surprised but still excited
My little sister then hugged me

"Happy birthday! " she looked at me then I smiled

Then I was put in a car
" mom? Where are we going? " I said
My sister too looks confuse

"Oh you'll love it there sweetie! " my dad smiled at me

I was more excited

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When  we got there I was confused I thought we would go to a park but instead it was a small but can be fit by a people of 5 in a house

Then my mom grabbed me with my dad in front of her leaving my little sister in the car

Then I saw a creepy old man talking to them I didn't know what it was about but I'm confused
'Maybe it's a gift there gonna buy from this man' I thought to myself

Then I was grabbed by him not gentle at all it was very aggressive
I yelped then he looked at me weirdly

I looked at my parents and saw them with some money.
"MOM DAD HELP ME" I cried out for them but then I heard them said
"Shut up! You do think that we love you but we only use you! I hope you suffer bitch" I was speechless

Then the man bring me to his house

The house was dirty, messy and it really stinks

I was so confused at what's going on..

" WEAR THIS YOU SLUT" he yelled at me I flinched at what the response then I saw him grabbed a weirdly short skirt and a tank top

I obeyed him because I was so scared at him that he might do something to me

"CLEAN THIS MESS UP" he pointed his room that was very messy and it really stinks

I nodded shakingly then decided to clean his room

After I was done cleaning he pushed me aggressively in a bed
Then he decided to take his clothes off

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I was traumatized I didn't like what he did to me I was crying for him to stop but he didn't.......

I decided to stand up and walk away from him and the bed he smelt stinky

I grabbed a cup of water
And drank from it

Timeskip(giyuu is 12 here)

I decided that I should escape from this living hell

I ran and ran like I was chased by a creature at night

Then I tripped and fell from a hill I was rolling down and down from the hill

It was snowing and I was so cold
Then I passed out

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I woke up and saw a man with a weird mask

He then noticed me I flinched and back away from but fell from a bed

"Oh are you alright? " I heard him said in such a warm voice

But I didn't let my guard down tho

"You must be startled, well then you look cold come here there's some warm food since you look like you haven't ate for days"

I cautiously walked over to him since I was hungry

I looked at the soup and eat it

"Don't eat fast you'll cho-"

I was choked because I was eating fast
He the  handed me a cup of water and I dranked it
Then eat the soul but much more slower I began to tear up because I didn't get use at this kindness

The guy then patted my head
"You seem to have a lot on going on"
I began to sob while eating

As I was done eating the man took my bowl and said
"Do you need another one? " I nodded no in response

Then I saw a boy with the same age as me

"Oh! Hello there" he said walking over to me

"H-hi.... " I stuttered

"Are you gonna join the demon slayer corpse?? " he looked at me

"W-whats that?..? " I tilted my head to the side

"Oh it's where you kill demons! " he then put a stance on him punching

"....... " then the man looked at me

"I-i wanna.... " I said

Then I realized that my sister was still in the same household from those.... Demons

"That's great! "

Then I trained with him

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(Giyuu is now 18)

I got distracted by my long hair covering my eyes so I decided to tell sensei to cut my hair
He agreed and cut my hair

Then I looked at a mirror I looked like a guy but at least I look manly

I decided to wwrap my chest and tighten it so it looks like I'm a guy
But my chest looks like a girl that has a flat chest but I didn't mind

I then show it to sabito

" hey sabito! Do I look like a boy? " I showed him

He was shock

"Well yup! But a feminine boy tho" he chuckled
I chuckled as well

Then the final selection came.

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I was so sad that sabito died from saving me I knew it I'm a burden I should've been the one who died

I cried my eyes out I was so numb sensei tried to comfort me but I cried and cried that I can't eat or even sleep

Then I became emotionless I decided to keep my sadness away that even I can't show any other emotions
The shine in my eyes disappeared

I then think about my lil sister she was so innocent..
I usually get mad at her but she still forgave me...
I wonder what's she's doing right now...
I hope she's living a happy life...
Even with those demon who portray them self's as humans..

Present

I was about to work on my papers then my crow came to me saying

"There's a mission for you" even if my crow is old I still love him even if he put the wrong directions but I didn't get mad at him

To be continued