Enhypen One Shots

7. [Jay]

THIS TOOK ME ONLY A FEW MINUTES TO WRITE CAUSE I WAS SO INTO IT
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It was one of these days.
I was at home doing nothing. Being lazy.
Jay was at work since early today. I havent even seen him yet.

But he should come home soon... I said that hours ago already. It was already dark outside and he still wasnt here. I tried calling him but he didnt pick up his phone. Damn. Does he even care?

1 Hour later he finally came home.
„I'm home" he dropped the keys and didnt even bother to hug or kiss me.
„Yeah i see" i briefly answered.
„What? What is wrong with you again?" he took a tired sigh and looked at me.

„You came home late again and didnt tell me. You think our relationship can work like that?" You don't even try" i said, slightly raising my voice at the end.

„Can't you see how it really is?"
He wasnt mad...more kind of desperate. But i didnt realize it at that moment.

„How is it huh? Yeah sure turn every-"

„Y/n please not now. We can talk tomorrow okay? On the day we're actually supposed to do things couples are normally doing", the last few words were more like whisperes. I could barely hear them.

I let out a sarcastically laugh and went upstairs to our room, remembering its our anniversary tomorrow. I slammed the door and buried my face in my pillow, thinking about the things that just happened.

A few moments later i heard him in the kitchen. He's cleaning up. Probably the mess i made earlier. Or he's cooking something. Even i'm home all day i didnt manage to cook something.
He doesn't even complain.

I shed a tear thinking about the last time we cuddled or kissed. It's been a long time. I missed this.

The thought about our good times made me sleepy and i fell asleep.

I woke up in the middle of the night. I reached my arm out to feel Jay next to me but he wasnt here.

I jumped up searching for him in our bed but he wasn't there. I fell back, almost tearing up again.
„He's really not trying" i said to myself.

I got up to get a cup of water to clear my thoughts. I went downstairs and saw a weak light burning in the living room.

I walked in the room and saw Jay sleeping on the sofa. He hasnt even changed his clothes. He must be really tired.

I shrugged and made myself to the kitchen, grabbing a glass from the shelf. The kitchen was clean. No dirty dishes like before.

On my way back i had to look at Jay one more time.
I kneed next to the sofa, admiring his flawless face. His soft lips I haven't brought in touch with mine for ages.
I was so lost in thoughts that i didnt notice my fingers softly running through his messy hair.
I quickly pulled them back to not wake him up.

I took one last glance on him before I got up to leave the room. But before I could do that, i noticed something on the table.

A vase filled with my favorite flowers.
They weren't here earlier. I was sure.

I saw a folded piece of paper next to it. I slowly took it in my hands and opened it.

„I'm sorry"

Was all the paper said.

I stared at the simple piece of paper until tears were falling down my cheek.

At the end of the day i realised how it really was.

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I HOPE THE ENDING IS CLEAR <3
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