Dhylyn's Secrets

Tears

Ang sakit pala masaktan
Lalo pa ng taong mahal..
Pilit man kalimutan, nararamdaman pa rin.
Sana maglaho na lang para hindi na maramdaman...
Kung sa iba ito'y magaan sa akin ay isanng kayamanan...
Masaktan man ako ng ilang beses ... ok lang, basta ok ka lang at may natututuhan...

Ok lang na masaktan, huwag lang kita..
Hay buhay... kailan pa matatapos ang luha sa mata
Napakasakit na...

But I'm still grateful today because even though I'm hurt, I can still see the hope.. the hope to become better not to become bitter... hope love will find me..
And forgiveness will search me..
That I may be free of tears and pain.

I'll be a better person.... someday I will... and I will be..

I'm not ashamed of being me,
If they think I'm weak and a crying baby...
I dont have to please them...
As Long as I'm free to cry and being weak,
Because in the end, I believe,
My weaknesses will be my strength...

Even how many times, I will be hurt and cry... still I'll be fine...
Because in every tears, there's a lesson to learn... has a purpose ...
Someday... if I'm gone..
Do they have to search me? Or forget me?
Do they will feel happy? Or lonely?

But not now Lord,
I still have my baby
A baby that needs my love...
A love that a mother can give that no one can replace....

Yeah, this is my tears...
Tears flows like falls in my face..
My hurts run thru my veins...
My heart ruins and shatters my soul...

It feels like I'm in a deep sorrow..
Feels like the sorrowful mystery is overtaking me...
How could this be...
How could this be..?
The stupidof.me...?

Can I find hope in my tears?
Yes I can...
But how?
To be a lame and accept I can do nothing without You O, Lord.

This is my learning tears..
Who am I not to savor it....?
Who am I to refuse it.... ?