I'm sorry, I love you - a jisol short story

one.

TW // THIS STORY CONTAINS MENTIONS OF VOMITING !!

Joshua walked through the halls of Seoul University of Music only to run into Vernon and Seungkwan making out at his locker, grimacing in disgust as his heart shattered. Joshua has had a long-time crush on Vernon since they were project partners.

He turned around and headed to class sighing as he sat in his seat. He watched the other students roll into class and looked away when the couple he semi-encountered came through the door. Seungkwan said goodbye to his lover and walked out, heading to his own class.

Vernon sat down next to Joshua, flashing a smile in his direction before pulling out his laptop. Joshua's heart ached again, he didn't feel well, he felt light headed. In a blink of an eye, Joshua found himself in the university bathroom, flower petals in the toilet and some around him. Flower petals? Joshua knew that wasn't normal.

As he got up to head back to class he was met with someone's chest at the door.

"Shua? Oh my god, are you okay?" Joshua knew that voice, his heart ached again.

"Oh- uh, yeah I'm okay, just light headed. I think I'm gonna head home." Joshua flashes a quick smile before pushing past the younger boy.

As Joshua heads back to the classroom Vernon trails behind him only to catch up as they enter the classroom again.

"Shua, let me walk you back to the dorm." Vernon kept insisting as Joshua put his things away.

"Hansol, you don't have to do that, I can go on my own, I'm fine." He flashed a fake smile and put his laptop away quickly, swinging his backpack over his shoulder.

"But you said you were light headed, I want to make sure you don't faint on the way home." Vernon had put his things away and had taken Josh's wrist into his hand. "I'll just text Seungkwan and let him know I'll be late for lunch today, I'm sure he'll understand."

As Joshua heard Seungkwan's name, he felt like throwing up again. Why does Seungkwan need to know what he was feeling? Sure, that's his dorm-mate but it's not like he would care anyways.

Joshua sighed, slightly regretting that he finally gave into Vernon's pleads. He knew this was gonna be a long walk home.