Marvel Smut and Additional Scenes

Saudade (Imprisoned Book 2) *Loki x Sigrun*

*Author's Note*-Sigrun is Sarah's Valkyrie name that she uses in the second book in my Loki series. For the full chapter go to my book Saudade, it's an ongoing story. Please enjoy.

#SMUT WARNING#

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"I know I told you to leave and to give me some space but I didn't think you'd go off and get married and make a family! I know I'm selfish! I know it's not right for me to be mad at you for this, you were just doing what I told you to do, but dammit I didn't expect you to do this!" I scream, waving my arms around the space. Loki looks like he's in pain, but he doesn't say anything, he doesn't justify himself so I just keep going, "I thought we had something Loki, I thought...it doesn't matter what I thought. I just want to know why Loki? Why did you have to look at me like that when you've moved on? Why are you doing this to me? Wh-"

Loki growls and pushes me against the wall, his lips crash to mine in a flurry of passion and I can't seem to keep my head straight. Everything else fades away and all I can focus on is the warmth of his hands on my tear-stained cheeks and his soft lips against mine. His tongue collides with mine as I reach up and desperately grab his long black hair in my hands and pull him deeper. His right-hand travels down my side and back up to my waist, pulling me closer to him. Our breath combines as we gasp for air between kisses and it takes multiple seconds for my senses to come back and I push him away. We both take a few moments to catch out a breath as we stare at each other with heated stares.

"What were you thinking?" I scold him, smoothing my hair out of my face I start to walk away but he grabs my wrists.

"Please let me explain," Loki starts. I take a moment to collect myself and sigh nodding for him to continue. "When I got back to Asgard I became aware of a deal my father had made on my behalf, a deal that was in the fine print of my forgiveness for my crimes. I was forced to marry Sigyn to gain trust from the Vanir, the trust that was questioned because of my actions. I told her all about you, what we had. I told her that I still love you and I couldn't pursue any romantic relationship with her. She completely understood and has never pushed me for anything other than platonic."

"I was so broken after I left you Sigrun," Loki admits. His large hands hold my face gently, rubbing his thumbs over my cheeks in a soothing motion and I can't help but lean into his touch. "I couldn't imagine being with anyone else. I couldn't imagine being without you forever. I don't love her and she doesn't love me. She understands." A tear falls down my cheek and I look back up at him in awe.

"Even if she understands Loki if this marriage was political if somehow someone finds out that you kissed me you would be punished. We can't do this, it's not right," I utter. Loki gets even closer and I can feel his hot breath on my face and the tension between us thickens.

"No one will find out, Asgard is gone. I can figure out the technicalities later, but right now I want to be with you," Loki assures. My heart clenches in my chest, I've waited to hear those words ever since he got back, and now that I hear them...I feel guilty, undeserving.

"It's been so long," I whisper, "Three years Loki, three years. I feel like I don't know you anymore. You don't know me anymore. I pushed you away, I caused you pain. How can you know you want to be with me?" I ask, my voice wavers with uncertainty. Loki's eyes soften and I search them as I wait for my answer.

"Because we had a love that doesn't just go away. You are the only person who has ever made me so happy in my life. I don't care about what happened all those years ago, I care that you're here right now, in my arms. And you are right, it's been three years. We may not know each other anymore or who we've become in our time apart, but I'm willing to learn." My arms wrap up around his neck and entertain with his long dark ebony hair. "I want to learn about what you've done, what you know. I want to know how you live. What makes you smile, what makes you laugh. I want to learn what makes your heartbeat. I will re-learn every curve and crevice to your body," his hands travel down from my face to my waist, over my ass, and find their home on the back of my thighs. My breath hitches. "Every scar that causes you pain, and every spot the gives you pleasure..." Loki lifts me up, I wrap my legs around his waist as he holds me up against the wall.