I'll give you everything, just stay with me | P.JM

둘

My eyes shot open as I heard scream.
I placed my hand on my chest as I had nightmare.

Y/N: "It was just a dream.."

Calming myself I laid down on my pillow and turned to my side to it empty.
I closed my eyes tightly knowing what he is doing.
No.. not again... I hate it.
I heard screams and loud, crazy laugh echoing through the mansion.
Trembling, I hardly felt asleep again.

••••••••

I sat in porch looking somewhere drinking tea.
Placing cup on the table I wrapped myself into blanket, which I had on shoulders.
Sleepless nights left me exhausted, without a sleep...
And Jimin...
He dissapeared after we both felt asleep.
Yesterday's darkness took over him and his emotions.
Sighing, I rest myself on the chair.
It never been like that before we got married, everything was fine.
Dates... Cuddles... Movie nights...
Now... I have nothing... Just sleepless nights...

Jimin: "What are you doing here? Get inside."
He said with harsh voice.

Y/N: "I won't.. I want to relax a little bit. I need fresh air."
I took a sip of my tea.

Jimin: "I said get inside, if you don't want me to get mad."
He grabbed my wrist, making cup of tea felt.

I looked at him, just to see his mad eyes, piercing mine.
I stood up and looked at him.
Without my knowing my anger took over me.

Y/N: "Let me have some time for myself. All day I stay at home without fresh air, waiting for you to come back and have some time with me, but you left me as soon as you come back."

I brusted out on him taking my hand away from his.
I placed one hand on my forehead another on my waist looking away, inhaling.
I looked back at him as he was here, emotionless.

Y/N: "I want everything what we had back. I want my Jimin back not a monster one!"

I yelled on him and was about to go, but tight grip on my wrist pulled me and pushed me into the wall hardly.
I closed my eyes from pain and looked at him in the eyes.
Anger...
That was in his eyes...
My heart started beat faster from how teriffied I was.