I used to be really addicted to raspberries, until they went extinct. I got really bad withdrawal symptoms.
I kept suffering with withdrawal, until I tried blueberries.
I got addicted again. This time to blueberries. It was truly amazing, my withdrawal was gone. It was all fun and exciting, until I found out that I'm allergic to them. I would have to hurt myself to keep enjoying my favorite berries. So the simple solution would be to stop eating them right? I tried. Got super bad withdrawal symptoms, even worse than I had with raspberries. So I either had to hurt myself by consuming blueberries or hurt myself by not consuming them. The answer was easy.
I kept eating blueberries. It would be easier in the long run to stop, but I couldn't. I was addicted. I love blueberries more than anything, even if they hurt me.