A never happy ending.

Chapter 1 This is just the beginning

Hi this is what happens through my life and this is just day one..This all started when I was 8,at this age my mum and dad were not together. My dad wasent always the best neither is my mum, this is when my dad stopped showing up on the weekends (keep in mind I visit my dad on the weekends) I was young then and didn't understand, I belived everything my mum said to me like "Hes a bit busy","Hes gone visit your uncle" or hes on a work trip it started happening alot...I waited by the window on a Saturday morning sitting there with my clothes,pjs,toothbrush and brush in my bag all ready , it was at least 9:30 then it would turn 10:00 hes still not here..It happend alot after that and I got use to it..I started to think it was normal.i started missing him and my mum became alot more aggressive towards me and would always pick my brother over me.There is no escape from this hell hole even in school was a nightmare I'd get bullied alot of the time and my mum never listened to me so I just put up with it for the rest of primary school..

                          Chapter 2 The meaning behind it all.

I was in year 6 now and I've just got back from a talent show and me my mum and my brother went to celebrate at a restaurant,until my dad walked in with his girlfriend so I ran over to him and have him a hug and asked him "What are we doing this weekend" that question will live with me forever he replied with "I thought u were going Blackpool with your mother??" I was so confused...Until I realized my mum had been keeping me away from my dad this entire time!!I was so angry but I just said "oh it must of been a surprise.. " I bet my dad though she doesnt think I'm that stupied. But he left with is girlfriend...A couple hours of silence pasted and we were all ready to go but my mum was on call with my dad..They were screaming down the phone while my mum was crying and shouting she brought everybody's attention,I just wanted to go home..And then the taxi came we jumped in as we saw my dad rushing towards us in rage..We fled we got home locked the doors and shut the blinds...
It was at least months and months then I finally asked my mum the question "where is dad and doing lie." She sat there in silence looking me in the eye..the  n replied with "..your dad...hes in prison"i burst into tears this was last year hes coming out in 5 more years..I'd rather not say what he did but in gonna fast forward a bit...

             Chapter 3 this is when my mentle state gets worse.

I'd start to SH more,6 suicide attempts, kicked out at least 10 times,smoking,vaping and arguments...My life couldn't get better I'm in year 8 now its Tuesday 23rd November 2021 22:16 I'm going through councillor to councillor I've been diagnosed with ADHD and I have to move to a place called cams to see if o have a diagnose of depression my friend group is toxic aswell we fall out almost every day and I get reminded I'm annoying and I need to shut up I don't need reminding..I know this isnt a huge book but treat people how u want to be treated! And be careful what you say because most things hurt...

        Made by: Siena Harrington

       It's not getting much better <\3 may i just say its now the 3rd of december 3am on a saturday 2022 and im in yr9 i just saw this and my dad comes out this year and once again my life isnt getting much better.